fate changes everything

procrastination

2009-07-09T20:42:00.005+08:00

*eeeuw* smelly stinky blog. Its freaking dusty laaah.
after a looooong hiatus, im backk!
The last time i actually properly update was lets see?
EONS ago:))))
and okaaay, so, HELLLOO!
Tons of things happened over this month and the june hols.
Things which affects me directly and those things tht stomp the whole world.
lets start with personal.

1) Highlight of June event:

China Trip!(12-19 JUNE 2009)
i will need a whole post for this. But, heres a bit okaay.
(but, i need to dig my brain. Deep. It's a month ago!)
Went to Great Wall of China, Summer palace, ChengDE(unforgettable tour guide>.<),
Tiananment square, Happy Valley(had loads of Fun!), Imperial Palace, Panda Zoo and a lot A lot more places. And, shopping in China was Awesome. Lets forget about the quality for a sec.
Shopping was indeed greaaat but, those shopkeepers are Con creatures. They practically conned us 800% more than actual price! Anyhoos, i am admitting to th fact tht my Bargaining skills need to be pollished up. I suck okay in bargaining. I look at tht Con-creatures and i feel sympathy and empathy for them for god-knows reasons, and will agree with their selling price:(
Thts th reason why i need a firm, strong person everytime i shop.
alright. China is Conny. Thats a fact!
&&, Friends i made during the tour made th China Trip all the more memorable(:
Oh man! i want to talk more.
Next post and pictures will be all about tht Rising Country Trip(:

2)

Service Learning
3 days after China Trip,( i hate coming back from holiday. Knowing tht the reality burden and responsiblities is kindly put back on your shoulder. Actually, its not kindly. Its abruptly. Spontaneously. &, a big hoo-haa back again in yr life, realising, well, indeed holiday is over.)
it was service learning time. It was a whole loads of fun with th kids. Getting dirty and also answering their curiosities(Inquisitive learners huh?)
And, responsiblities not over as follow-up need to be done.
later,later okay.later.

3)

Exam
over. Not tht confident over maths though:( but, yes. hope it will go fine:)
20% man.
man!

4)

Michael Jackson passed away. A true legendary musician.
Although, i didnt get to see or listen to most of his music due to era difference.
But, i know and understands tht his music was indeed a legacy tht will always be recognised.
And, despite the debate of his religion, may his soul rest in peace.

5)

I WANT TO BUY CREATIVE ZEN and, name it Scylla(Named after Prison Break, gay scoffield)
oops

6)

Had the burning desire to camwhore just now. So here is it. Went to shahila's house. Me, dayah and Shahila. Haha. And, ate chocolate like badak sumbuuu.
School is pretty mundane and empty these days. With lectures after lectures. Esp tmr. Malay for th whole day? COME ON! i sleep during Malay 1 hr period, how do i stand 4 hours of Malay!
think people, think!
okaayokaay. so here is it(:

Model for today: Najwa(: jejewawaHAHA! love you.

-AISHAH

China Trip

2009-06-21T22:01:00.002+08:00

ohh EFFF. some other time!
bloody internet.

UNBELIEVABLE

2009-06-03T13:17:00.002+08:00

hello wellooo!
i just had cheena-beh paper. ohmygod. the paper is like SS lah. only twice harder.
Actually, its exctly like SS. just CHEENA version(:
And, i was sitting right in front.
HAHA. Patrick was there.
Anw, looking forward to next week.
1) Getting salary!!
2) China Trip. YAYAYYY.
but, till then, gonna study and watch movies.
i think i am so materialistic. tsktsk.
Especially these days. i dont remember being these way last time.
i guess people change.
anw, i do want to go out this holiday. but. understanding the fact that exams starts once school reopen. im having doubts.
Somemore, Cheena takes a lot of my time. So, 3 weeks left, with hockey and homework and mugging plus, going out(:
oi, budak unity. serious seh. im sadddddd. where you,you,you!
anww, today i woke up to a freaking heavy chlorine smell house. Smelly. Stinky.
Apparently, my house kitchen got a bit renovation.
Felt a bit surprised because i didnt know abt renovation whatsoever in the kitchen.
And so, my dad drive me and dayak as usual to school. Thenn, i was freaking early lah to LT(exam venue).
I wasted my time by talking and giggling and laughing.
Stupidly, my EZlink card is in my locker. Bloody helll.
AND SOOOO, i ran frm LT to locker like, 3 mins before exam starts for EZlink card.
3 minutes you know!!!! WHEN I SPEND LIKE 15 MINUTES GIGGLINGand laughing, and what girls do best at. Shit yknow.
i am left with 1. 35$ cents till friday! wow aishah. WOW.
okok. heres the picture(:
a bit pathetic. Its frm facebook, i havent been reaaaally going out lately. HEHEE.

Love you guys! BYEEE(:

promise more after CHINA TRIP(:

im updating. Snowing outside?

2009-05-20T11:27:00.003+08:00

hello wello!
i woke up to full bladder today, in a freaking rush for the tandas!
Ohh well. Nature calls.
Anyhoos, i just realise GP paper is next friday.
omygoddddd.
but thank god. ivan thought of being nice by only testing on essay skills
and i miss unity girls dearly:)
esp 46 girls! havent met you guys since o level release:(
must go out! liana, zubaidah,nessa! zahidah, weilinnnn. EVERYONE!
and PW is killing me like shucks.
i havent even start for EoM.
this spells: SUCKYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
but, i just feel that R5 plays a major role in who you are in jc.
it determines the amount of acceptance you receive from everyone.
hoohoo. Read between the lines peoplee!

& I might be going to China in June.
YAYYYY!
but. It is still a grey decision due to stupid pig flu.
okay,quick updates done.
i need to get back to bloody forces in equilibrium and hooke's law!
byeeee(:

thinking

2009-04-26T19:36:00.004+08:00

For the past 24 hours,

my smile, laughters, jokes were pretty much made-up.

And, even the conservation and text messages assuring othrs "I'm fine."

Well, i'm not. At least, WAS not.

I was looking at things in a very very negative note.

As always, i only drop and cry when i am alone.

okay, you wouldn't want to know how many times this scene replayed!

But, i've finally realised.

Funny thing, i have never been a big fan of speeches by officials in an official event.

But, yest was a turn.

What Yusnof Ef said was simple, yet, nailed.

He said, "Kerja yang dibuat dengan ikhlas akan sentiasa diberkati dan diingati"

And, i thought of occasions when i was really sincere from the bottom of my heart.

And, i realised, it's only a handful occasion.

Generally we always do things to fish for compliment, seeking for attention.. etc.etc.

Well, that's what i feel.

Sincerity.

Keiklasan.

I am not waiting for other people to comment on this post.

Or, even for the others to be in deep thoughts.

i just want to say that i have not been the sincerest person in the world.

And, verdicts in the short 4 months of 2009 have showcase how insincere i am.

i hope, soon, I AM, will turn to I WAS.

whats done is done

2009-04-26T00:06:00.006+08:00

heyheyhey(:
im sleepy you know. but, i know i've abandoned you for way too long for a proper update. soo, here it is(:
&& so, semarak temasek is finally over. and it wasnt too well. HAHA.
but. yes. i have come to terms with it thanks to everyone who console me, esp my class.
ohmygod. im so glad i made th right decision in going to suntec although i was feeling really really really down before i arrived at suntec. but, you guys cheer me up. thanks truckloads yea?!

semarak temasek... haiya..
haiya. forget it lah!no use crying over spoilt milk.
but, i just feel super, damn wasted after months of practices.
what the fish!
OH. i've accepted our fate. just that... dissapointment is still lingering. ah. whatever.
& i know tht person is dissapointed in us.
but, guess what, im dissapointed in you too for not trying to undersand the state we were in.
if only... ..........
Fishfishfish. ohh well, goodbye temasek.
we dont know you. Now, we do. A good experience in VARIOUS aspects.
REALLY.
Bt, too bad, its not a very pleasant experience.
once, again. Goodbye.

&, so, after a dissapointing afternoon, i went to suntec for farewell dinner with brian goh(:
NOno. i shant call it farewell. its more like, a TREAT from brain goh wei ming.
They cheer me up to a certain extenD. haha. thanks a whole lot guys. and also brian! thanks.
i think his wallet quite thin already. haha.
and. tomorrow, i think i will go bras basah. i think only. but, im lazy.
major. SUPER. LAAAAZZYY.
Alright. i will end this post here.
im freaking exhausted and groggy now.
oh yes! bye Singa(: remain courteous singaporeans!
"suave" handsome guy by my side! oh my goddd!
aishah, wanxin, nadeerah, ayleen
brian tan, shawnny, brian goh, haziq
and the girls again! nureen not here though. hehe!
human, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. after PE. super awesome.
and yes, lets end with a smile depsite how horrible, terrible, ~~vegetable~~ it goes like.

short one

2009-04-22T20:45:00.002+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!
misss all of you(:
im so busy these days with never ending quizes, tutorials, hockey!
&&, this saturday's SEMARAK TEMASEK!
omg.im so excited but at the same time scared too. relax aishah!
i went to innova today.
saw yan's performance!haha.
i think he sings english songs better! haha.
okay.
i promise i shall have a proper update after semarak temasek okok?

love,
AISHAH!

tired

2009-03-08T02:00:00.005+08:00

(after slumdog, 0h-nine-s-too-ate!)
i hate PW. thts damn random, but, yea. i do.
As in not HATE. Just dislike it:(and, our project was rejected. Man. Redo.
okay, HELLO!!
oh my tuhan.
im reaaly tired. JAY seee is Gerabak(gerek+rabak=gerabak)
But, its quite tiring as well! haha.
And... my blog seems so dead. And, nobody seems to be reading it.
So, just blog whn i have th time. or feel like it.
hehe.
Man. totally wastd my morning going for literature seminar.
it was very dry and interactive-less. Bt, companion was greaaaaat.
haha.
&&, bought my hockey stick ready!
YAY. its orange((: haha. and good bargain as well. nyehaha.
After peninsula's search for stick, we head off to lau pa sat for dinner.
th performance there was reaaaally good. thier voice are nice.
i think if th guy join anugerah, fauzie laili wouldnt even pass thru th next round!
HAHA.
And, after tht we camwhored like nutcase. HAHA. th guard "SHHHH" us man!
MYOB!haha.
my god, im so mean. but, yeah. we were 70% noisy. Bt, its not as if we were skateboarding or vandalising!!
Anddd, im tired. so, goodbye!
posing man! haha!
i Loveeeeeeeeeee this picture(in an attempt to skip!)

supposed to look Ah-Beng-ish. But, failed.
MISERABLY. with my skirt. hahaha..

OKAAAY. BYE!

Orientation

2009-02-15T15:41:00.008+08:00

HELLOHH!
my class(: 09S28. everybody is here except for nadeerah.
Funny thing, my OG was 28 as well. Haha. i triple check my class man!

i know.i know. Havent been updating for a couple of weeks.
Been REAAAAAAALLY busy. Tell you ah.
First, was nenek's operation. shes well now. Alhamdullilah. Seeing her every day in th hospital weeks back just made me realize how important it is to have an elderly around.
Even more so, when th other granny........

Secondly, work. ive resigned. i love those kids though! Ahdorable but irritating.

Thirdly, of course! School? haha. orientation was a whole lots fun slash lectures too.
haha. Quoted from principal dialogue "Study. Play. Study. Play" balanced.
Especially the last three days.. Made a lot of friends! And, it was beyond fun. haha.
our OGL were also friendly, making it all better(:
i wont write in detailed form of th orientation because firstly, i might lose yr interest. Secondly, ive forgotten th detailed version.HEH.
But, we did a LOT of things!
husband and wife.
ice kacang, college anthem
th soap game, th chair game, th umbrella game, th caterpillar game, th throw ball game, th spider web game...whoa ALOT LAH!
And, not forgetting th mass dance and finale! haha.
Although food sucks!!!
And, im one hundred percent sure tht i am not th only one who have this view!

And, yeah. My subject combination is:
H2- Maths
Physics
Malay

H1-China Studies in English

Alright picture time! 80% CREDITS to OGL peirong and wing yu!
im super embarassed. i LAUGHD looking at this photo. And, once again, i laugh when nobody else is laughing.
my OG grp!
After finale! We look super kilat because we were sweating!!
Finale sucky food.
Stellar Evolution. whoaaaah. chim right! haha.

one of th games(:

HEY! OUR MASS DANCE!

After lots of hardwork by mr photographer.
And, of course not forgtting unitians!
i only have mindy picture. Thts why!

ive gotten my full se uniform. Might be wearing it if tita wears it as well.
&&, to all of you who celebrated Valentines Day yesterday, hope you had fun!

okaaay, good bye. its a schorching hot day man.
i hate hotdays.
BYE!

2009-01-31T19:13:00.003+08:00

helloh!
okaaay, pioneer jc.
verdict said so.
&, omg. moe cant think of a better time to tell us abt it.
6.30?six-thirty!!
really wake up call.

2009-01-24T12:31:00.004+08:00

i got to go to work in like an hour time.
So, this will be a short post.
tmr supposed to be my last lesson at bbecc tuition centre, bt, i guess i can carry out one more lesson next week.
&, OMG! i finally gonna get my line. not anytime soon. will be in march lah.
but, yeaaaaa! omghjjhhigz
oh SHUT UP to those of you who already ARE using lines.
its something to be excited about yknow for people like me who used prepaid since sec 2?
OH wait, was it sec 3?
&, to all the chinese people! HAPPY chinese new year.
yest i said HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR to so many strangers(in lifts, shop-owner, neighbours, blablabla)
So, today, im saying it to my friendS!
&, omggg. i want to but another set of COTTONON lahh seh.
but, i already tell myself no more clothes until february. which will come in a week.
bt, can only buy in mid feb because school starting in a week or so. &, school starts means a lot money needed:(
i will reaaaaaaaly try to save money because i really want to buy THAT cottonon shirt. ASAP.

im abit sad we never go hols during th CNY. we alwaaaaays go on holiday during cny.
oh well, we dont need to visit somebody anymore anyway.

okaay bye!
its supposed to be short. but its not tht short! haha. ah! whatevs:))

life goes on

2009-01-16T09:58:00.012+08:00

okaay. finaally.
i swear i am exhausted waiting for th pictures to be uploadd lah!
stupid internet.
oh yea. i received my result. Well, it wasnt as well as i expected.
I did not gt any distinctions. Not even ONE! Except for pathetic malay.
Thts all!!
My Emaths and combine science, my hope for a distinction, really dissapoint me!
ahyoh. Ahyoh. oh well, its over.
And, omggg, thank you soo much for those who console me tht day. i soooo cry like cry baby. baby ganyut. THANK YOU.
Without you guys, i think, i would have cut my wrist.

HAHA. Kidding! ME? CUT WRIST?
if you think i would EVEERRRRR cut my wrist. thn, you dont know me at all. HAHA.
Bt, seriously lah, thank you for th words of advice, th shoulder to lean on.
& think i made cikgu khamiliah's top wet due to my tears.
ya Allah! malunyerr.
&, this is kinda embarassing. but, this is th final picture i took before going out to take my result in unity!! AISHAH posing sehh. haha.
This is th last time you would see me in this uniform. So take a good look!
haha. Does this make me vain? but, oh well. All girls are.
But, yea, goodbye unity!
Thanks to all the teachers for the 4 yrs of education you all have inculcate in me.thankyou. REALLY.

To destiny teenz as well. Cant remeber tht well. 3 years ago mann! but, i know i had fun:)

And ofcourse! 46(08). I can remember better:) We had shits but we had fun too.
Sometimes you guys are my KENTOTTTT. But, sometimes you guys are my body shop perfume!
i hope we would alwaaaaaaaaays stay in contact otaay otay?

And to th friends(ahyah! you guys knw who you are..), i alwaaaays love you for whtever you've done for me. And... we would always be in touch:)
& i had my sweetest birthday party ever. &, for tht, thank you!haha.

&&, oh yea. i was cleaning my book shelves th othr day. i only clean it and throw/give/donate away my sec 3/4 stuff only after i get my o level result.
well.
YOU know, just in case, i have to retake th Os. at least i still i have th notes.
Well, since, i can move for ward to juniorrrrr college, ive thrown away some of sec 3/4 thingy.
And i saw a notebook. Look wht is written inside.
CORRECT! A Notebook which was meant for maths exercise.
But, wait. this is merely th heading.
&&, yea, funnily, this boy PROUDLY sign off in my book. MY BOOK. iRRRRRRRitating.
&, oh yea. THIS is REVISION EXERCISE 3! a whole lot of scribbles and utterly nonsense.
an overview.
*
Algernon - Scribbling need talent yknow!
Aishah - You nonsense lah! whey. my book leh.
Algernon - Who cares? Fierceeee.
AISHAH- MY BOOOOOK!!!(wails frantically and helplessly!)

*tht was my own made-up conversation. But i reaaaaaaaaaaaaally think thts how th conversation went. im 93.788% confident.
&, a close up.
this is his handwriting because my handwritting is like 10times better pleaseeee.
(WELL! BACK AT YOU !!!!! SHITASS.) hahaha.

THATS wht happenn whn youu are A)f***ing bored and
B)you're butt is stuck to th chair.
You make do with everything around you.
I really mean EVERYTHING.

&, a lot of people are saying tht i die my hair.Which i DID NOT!!
ITS due to th rebonding stupid medicine they use which give my hair a brown colour.
Tht stupid salon person also never tell me theres gonna be a colour change! NOOB.
Funnily, farisa hair colour remains th same although we went to th same salon.
Whtever it is, dayah and mas insist tht i look emo last tuesday.
HUULOOH.
AISHAH and emo dont go together.
just like AISHAH and cutting WRIST are worldsssssss apart.
but, this is th emo picture they insisted.
look at my hand. So retard.NOT THE BELOW PICTURE. this picture above!
And, yea. thts all:)
im meeting thm again like in an hour time.

okay.thanks.bye!

pee-in-th-pants feeling

2009-01-11T20:11:00.005+08:00

when SANEaishah here,
goes BERSERK!! Knowing the big O result is t-o-m-o-r-r-o-w!

omgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomgomg
a bit too drama laah. but, yeahhh.
"trying to stay cool but look like a fool".
okaaay, wait..
its a lyric from a song! cant remember wht song and not sane enough to think properly.whatever lah. But, it is trueeee.
ahyoh. ahyoh. my brain is in a mess and cant think straight.
its a whole lot of ouytrrdxcnbmnkjldsds craaaap right now. so PLEASE dont ask me smart alec question. i will faint once more.
& i think i sprained my tiny left hand finger while wrestling with abg just now. damn suey.
whatever it is, i shall just wait for tmr to come. 2pm. and remain calm.
Not cool, but calm.
im just afraid i will dissapoint my dad.
thts my biggest fear. Honestly.

ya Allah yang maha pengampun, tolonglah makbulkan doa hambamu ini.
makbulkanlah doa ibubapa ku. terangkanlah hatiku.
Amin.

its ovr

2009-01-09T10:06:00.002+08:00

omgzszszszszzsoll!
results out next monday. (12121212121212121212!!!!!)
which means, im left with approx,3 days, to live life carefreely before good/bad result enter my life.
GOD i hope its gooood.
&, tmr madrasah exam result out. GOOSH. its beeen agessssss since i last went for madrasah. haha. &, i dont think im continuing madrasah because im working on sunday.
talking abt work, yeah. ill start working this sunday.
i hope i will get angels and not so much of the naughty ones. haha. I HOPE.
&, i had a bleddy good time sleeping yest. i only went out in th morning to sent grandma to clinic. (oh man. i hope she really quickly go for the op. & dont think too long abt the whole pros and cons of the op.i mean, th healing takes time and shes going haji this year. its for the best. Betul.)
th rest of th time, i ngorok. (is this th correct word???) haha..
&, today i think i wanna get some books to read.
As my previous post stated, my brain has been suhlow with reading.
its time to get back with frequent reading so borrowing books today. &, omgzzzzzzz, idk how i will be whn schoool starts and readin is everyday. i think ill faint.
otaayotaaay:)
theres this nice movie on hallmark lah.
goodbye!

For fellow Olevelers,
good luck for this monday! 2pm(:

LAGGING!

2009-01-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

i realize one thing.
Since exams are over zillions of years ago, and th holidays have been effing long(& NO. im not complaining. OF COURSE! im not complaining!! Just stating th obvious.), my brain seems to be on pause mode in anything which have to do with READING! i swear.
Its like evrything which needs me to READ, i will just skim thru the whole thing and just take up key points. Like who,when,where. "How,what and why" can go and die.
And reading blogs have been th same case too.
im like super malas to read. i just look at th pictures. HAHA. Except for those who wrote in point forms in their blog, thn ill read lahh. Kalau tu pon malas, dah rabak terberak seh.

&, 0level result release. Theres a LOT of speculation.
i went to school yesterday and some say 12, some say 9. God knows when.
i hope its on berita harian tmr laah.
&, today abg and i went to railmall to rent dvd.
Whn we get home, th dvd was black and white seh.
We thought th CD something wrong so we went back to change different dvd.
Skali, whn th person play th dvd there, steady jer sehh. its Colourd!!!
So, apparently, th PS2 something wrong.
They say, our ps2 support pirated. Got such thing ah?
Th dvd we rent was original so cannnot play. Ape seh.
Cerewet seh PS2 ini machine. Lcky it support pirated, murah sikit. HAHA..
IF support Orri, whoa.. koceknya lubang manyak besar horr.

& my handphone, ayyaya!
Dah giler sikit.
Really. its like, suddenly just turn black screen, off sendiri.
Bt, its nt frequently. like 1 week twice, thrice?
Bt, idk whn it will off lah. Suker hati dier.
GRRR:/ Bt, i get th phone only in july08 seh. Baru 6 bulans+-.
pleaseeeee dont die on me. Because i like th phone:)
Bt, maybe, can i ask for an ipod? hmmm.. maybe i could.
Nyehaha! Its nt too much whaatt. baru brape ratus. hahaha.
i have a camera. i have a phone.
i WANT ipod:)

okaylaa. BYEEE!

greaat weekend

2009-01-05T01:04:00.009+08:00

First of all,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMIRAH LEE!! dah EIGHTeen(: go get yr driving license quick!

And next, weekend was greaat(: REALLY.
Sat went to bugis first with mas, dayah, syafiq,naib, ibrahim, syakir. A bit awkward. OKAY. alot awkward because idk th guys well. haha. but, the're funny lah. so still fun. And, mas and dayah and me really laugh a lot! and yeah, tht swensen guy is hawt. HOTT.

hidayah dear, SHHH! dont worry. keep it quiet okayokay?
mas belanja us swensen to cheer dayah up after smthg happen. THANK YOU!
Swensen seh mastura!!! haha.
thn, we went to marina barrage after much hesitation of where we shd go.
omg. it was super nice mann. th scenery, lawa giller nk mampos.
Thn, we went fly kite. haha! but failed.
I ended up playing mimialifasomi with mas. haha. Kekek sak.
pegi jauh-jauh, main tu. haha. Bt, yeaaaa, it was a nice weather.

And Sunday,
AMIRAH's surprise birthday partaaaay!
Slash, girls day out? gerek.
We went to Hortpark and playd at their garden(:
Its so beautifoool. i finally did th spider web thingy although its nt tall at all lah.
&, rock climbing is funn!!
& we playd twister. i was in a very. I repeat, VERY difficult postion. &, th others were laughing mannn!!
Unknowingly, i sat and was off th game. haha..
&, we playd heart attack, mafia, police and murderer. ala, mcm-mcm lah. it was FUN.
Until, tht dog came and scared th heck out of me.HEHE.
&, we camwhored after that.
its niceknowing fieana too!! First time seh, bt, th jokes were like berzamans.

okayokay. its really realy late and im going out tmr. &, im tired:( okaay bye:)
The pictures will talk. i swear.

hahaha... MAS. maintain.

th cupcake for mirah's birthday:))

HAPPY NEW YEAR

2009-01-02T21:10:00.002+08:00

to all kawans,
HAPPY twenty-0-nine(:
&, starhub was so lembab tht new year eve.
anyw, these days im so gatal. gatal to buy CLOTHES.
But, im like really bankcrupt, fulus, pokai, kosong mann!
&, i feel bad asking my parents money sooo frequently.
malu sehh. i want school to start fast, and quickly teach tuition, thn can have monehh!!
money-face,money-face. Not good.

&, yesterday i went to my aunt's house.
i was soooo tired when i reach her house. so, i slept with my lense on.
whn i woke up, th lense wasnt at th place its suppose to be.
SHIT man. thn, my cousins were like making fun of it!
mcm nk main pillow fight seh.
Soo th geram. i just woke up and still want to make fun of it.
but, finalleh pull th lense down laah.

& results coming out next weekk! AHHHH.
okayokay. goodnight(((:

Frankly

2008-12-30T21:48:00.003+08:00

HOLLA(:
ive been backspacing alot.haha.
oh well, i got lost today. And the sun was indeed very happy today because it was sooooo HOT and bright, which makes, US, Earthlings, melt and tired which also, doesnt help the fact tht i was lost. Haha.
And, i was fasting! Nasib baik laaa iman aku kuat, kalau tk dah buke in th afternn.
i want to upload some pictures, but, camera with oncu.

Hey my good friend,
must be strong kaay? good or bad all in th hands of Allah.
Dont blame yourself. Its all fate.
love you banyak-banyak. i'll pray for her and for you as well.

Goodnight!

ohmagawd

2008-12-23T22:11:00.005+08:00

hellloooh kawan-2(:
been going out everyday except today! soo, can update!
& also beeen watching a lot of tvee. sungguhgerek.
on saturday kaan, went to watch bisikan nadim at Vicky Concert Hall at 3pm!!!!
After talling everyone it was at 8. Apparently it was at 3! Sungguh paisey.
HAHA.
i think th show boring laaaa. Sungguh th melayu & i cant understand the jokes because its a bit too intelectual. HEH.
Buttt, th company was greaaat(:
finally met syirah,nyra, syabrina after not meeting thm for like a year! HAHA.

& i just selengely realise tht 2009 is coming in like a week or soo. GAWD. which also means tht o level result are soming out Reaaaaaaal soon. im scared.

&, people around me are dreaming alot about their results. ive got no dream. NO Sign.

AT ALL.

ape sehh. But, on second thought, im not sure whether i want to have the dream

im too scaredy cat to see the future.
& theres alot of speculation about th date of results. i shant listen to any of it and only believe once it comes to News 5 Tonight.

and im soooo pokai these days tht i dont feel like going out.

macam nak kejer, but, a bit too late ahhhh.

okaaylah bye.

CHUCK

2008-12-18T12:47:00.009+08:00

OOLA! get back home real late frm maklong house yesterday(:haha. 1?2?
but, it was greaaaat. minus the trip back home where my dad drive absurdly quick.
i had fun running away frm cats(5 cats frm 30++ cats,say whaaaat?), playground. camwhoring with amnahh! tertonggeng-tonggeng you!
And this saturday the Bisikan Hang Nadim play, who want go, faster tell me laaaaa. 8 bucks otayotay? 8 pm.

okaaaaaaay bye. im kinda lazy to type(((((: heh.

FUNch

2008-12-16T19:41:00.010+08:00

helloh(:
as th previous post obviously stated, i was being bitten by bee.
well, apparently its not a bee! its BLODDEH HORNET.
yes, THAT hornet drill at camps. Bleddy shit.
i cannot sleep tht very friday night because of the ****ing pain.
And so, th next morning, i tell abah i want go clinic before we leave for malaysia. pagi-pagi bute. 6am in th morning.
& thn kene marah. because i want go clinic and, idk tht the insect tht bite me was hornet.
ape sehh. idk how both bee and hornet lookd like wht... thn kene marah. damn suey.
dahlahh bangun pagi giller(5am), tk tdo, tak makan-lapar tau, sakit giller!! nak nangis sehh. sedeh.tapi skrg dah okaay(:
ended up going clinic at malaysia. okayy laah. i was injected! at the butt.
but, seriously th swollen was HORRIBLE. i feel like dying. You can actually die right if bitten by hornet? nasib baik! I feel like i was given a chance to correct all my sins. HEH. right leg.soooooooo beautiful.

left leg, Fugly. on saturday. now, its better(:

the holiday was surpirisingly, quite fun laa. haha. got nisah,fizah,nadiah. and listen to the makciks talk until stomachache. Really. haha.

Sadly, never go shopping. AT ALL. so no souvenirs.
tmr going maklong house in melaka! theres like wht 98908797968 cats? DIE.

cousins:) time hari raya haji!

family outing to ECP

Jurong bird park(:

okaaay. got to get readymy clothes for tmr. BYEEEE.

BEE STUNG

2008-12-12T20:50:00.003+08:00

Oh my Tuhan.
i was being bitten by the****ing lebah/bee man today.
yaah.the HYUGEE bee with strong colours(mine was orange-traffic police orange- and black!)
YUP.
those bees tht people are afraid of, which pooh bear love because they give of honneh.
its SOOOOOOOOOOO pain.
hanya tuhan saja yang tau.
it bite me on my feet. & gawd, it was sooo pain tht i just sat on the pavement & was like "adooooooooi"for 5 mins like tht.
Best of all, i was alone.
& drag myself home.
Now, my feet is terribly bengkak(swollen) like i gain 10 kilo on my feet. LEFT feet only.
& NO. im nt exaggerating.
i've put ointment and i call my granny to ask her whts the traditional medicine for this (GODI'MTRYINGMYBESTNOTTOBEVULGAR!) absurd pain, she said use kapur(idk whts this in english.). i hope it works lahh.
and tmr going holiday. GAWD. no better time ah?

and got to pack my bag. bye!

EXTRAORDINARY

2008-12-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

hello everybody(:
i have this extremely, MAJOR lazyness in me. GOSH.
its seriously taking over me like how popcorn gets over you in movies! GAHH.
bt, last week, swimming, arcade, soccer!, was uber fun(:
and yeah.
tht was LAST week. This week? totally different story deh.
HAHA. by the way, soo many people birthdayS!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY:

Ekahh!
Oncu!
Fazilahhhh!
& i knw he wouldnt know i wrote this in a gazillion years. Bt, taufik batisah(:
AYED(:

Going holiday this weekend. nt reaaaaaaally looking forward to it laaa.
and i think im going to toh guan tomorrow. and shall indulge myself in Zeng babbeh.
sorry for th borin post. haha. more after hols yeahh?

SHAHSHAH(:

CUPCAKES

2008-11-28T22:38:00.011+08:00

HEY!
alright, currently i just start this whole cupcake bussiness with my mum. so, i'd love my friends to be one of my first few customers(:So, its simple. just call me for orders kaay. PLEASE do not email me. CALL, unless you dont have my number.
One for 1.50. minimum order of 10. &, cupcakes only-For now. any updates will be informed(:
these are some of the cupcakes i made this last few days!
im really excitd about it! So, i hope you guys support me kaay(:

MY first birthday cupcake(: Hidayah's(:

my first attempt!(dont worry! this happen a few days ago. it has improved!)

Please support kaay(: any birthdays, events coming up? Chalet, picnic, whatever. Cupcakes are suitable for any events! Pre-order for at least 3 days.

THANKS!
those who dont know my number, can still email at ais_2892gal@hotmail.com

HAP HAP HAP BDAY

2008-11-28T20:32:00.006+08:00

First of, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAYAH DEARR!
Shes 16. Finalleh. although she had a lot of rants when i met her just now, bt, hey, its your birthday man! you should be happy!
This morning wake up early to pick up abah's new baby:) HAHA. Car, at MTM.
i thought it will be quick. pick and go. Bt, no man. theres LOT of things to settle. i think i almost died of boredom. things like CEO, insurance, parking,BLABLAblack sheep.
Finally went home at around 12.30, and start to bake for hidayah plus family picnic:)
it was fun(: tried something new. and i "yay" so many time when th icing was nice, and woke baby Najwa up. Haha.
after i finishd baking, calld dayah up and we went to wm to give her the proud cupcake! haha. she ate at mac. And i swear, i can feel th chicken wings she was eating going down my gullet. i wasnt eating you see, so i can practically feel the chicken wings in my mouth. chewing it. Salvourin every inch of th taste of chicken wing!

ohh, and th uploading of photos is uber suhlow. i only manage to upload th chinese garden photos. Th baking photos upload later laa.

rambut maintain ahh!

hangman was fun(:

shikin(:

the baking class tht i went!

okaay.

taaa. announcement for next post(:

OHPOCOT!

2008-11-26T13:48:00.003+08:00

today blogger is such an asshole. i cannot upload any photos after i've trie 87766978 times. Go and die. i try some other time!!
OHPOCOT! i suddenly have this HYUGEE interest in cakes, cookies.. anything which involves BAKING:) Its super hyuge to th extend tht i'd rather go for baking class rather thn picnic with shikin and dayah on time, and not forgetting bowling! HAHA.
baking class yesterday was okaylah, bt a bit too difficult for beginners like me. & the second recipe use champagne, so its totally out of the question.
After lesson went to chinese garden to meet shikin and dayah! Hangman is fun lahh. &, i learn a new word frm shikin! HAHA. l*b*do. theres a lot of pictures bt asshole blogger:( bused home and played with najnaj:)
and today was my first attempt for cupcake! i think it looks/taste nice. bt, idk. Maybe im bias. HAHA.
So, today, dengan semangatnye, i wake up in th morning and search in th kitchen for th ingredients. Really. thts th first thing i did whn i woke up. SUPER SEMANGAT!

i want try something new this fridaay or saturday!

RED CAMP FIVEEEEE

2008-11-22T22:51:00.003+08:00

haloh! contradicting to the picture above, RED CAMP FIVE was awesomeee! haha.
&, yes the picture was taken during red camp as well, the first day, and, heh, it was KINDA boring la th first day:( bt, as th story continues, i give double thumbs-up and toes-up:)
th hosts were super entertaining and lively! i like th "irrrrrrrrrrrrritating" part &,
"Giving You That Something Xtra:)". HAHAH! funneh:)
th schools tour were very very informative and enjoyable(for some at least!)
Th food was.....
Greaaaaaaaaaaaaat!
i thought since we never paid anything for this camp, i thought the food gonna be Chapalang laa. but, NOOOO man. its like BREEKS, RAMEN TEN(ithink). which other camp give this kind of food laaa!?) i think unity need to learn from ngee ann:)
the SLs were greaat esp yvelin!SPARTAN *ninininininininini*(points and poke around like mad!) MASSDANCE! suck at first, bt improve(: LOL.
ANDDDDDD, Zouk out yawwwww! HAHA. greaaaat laa.wish had stayd longer. Bt, bummer curfews:(
Overall, RCfive was niceee, and, as i said many many many many many many times, its well organised:)
th bestt:)

the very Lively jannah!!!

iRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRitating:)
*im like seriously considering ngee ann engineering courses!ALAMAK-plan tergendale!*

kentut head

2008-11-17T23:17:00.011+08:00

why the title?Fart head. It just sound super... IDK. its th first thing tht POP in my mind.
oh well! Today was greaaat. watch madagascar with cousins(all expense paid yaw!)
Laughd with cousins like no tmr. mind you they are 13 and below. so, im kinda th kakak. bt, the choosiest. HAHA. oops.
&, promwas okaaaaaaylaah. the company was greaat.

BEST PART: Being able to capture pictures where we lookd good (&different) without maroon skirt/pants and cream button-ups! thts the best(:

&, the food was alright laaaaa. not my taste. and th food was servd when im up on stage. GRRR.
OKAAAY. im nt gonna talk about the whole prom queen competition!Hahah.
WHO was tht girl on stage??? Lol. CONGRATS JUNE:) and, not forgetting fadli. HAHA.
a'ight maieet.(mate) heree yaw picchas !

taaahira and mindyoops. she kinda stuck here. (on Amuch cuter note!) ya. its a SHE.
wooooooooooooooooooooo jq! my partener(: ANJING HEAD.
reena.
nessa
birthday girl:) Sangeetha!
huda.
haiman.
hazel.
nizah.
elfie.
th place:(haha:)
greyson! my seating buddy tht night! haha:)
chuaaan kai. two word, WILLIAM HUNG . By th way, he's th prom king:) LOL.
BOOON zhong.
rahmaaaaaan.
birdaa.
vidas. i like him:) he likes me. HAHAHA.kidding:)
nariah. she looks like cleopatra. A compliment nariah ehh!
MRS chiew.
liwen.
raaaj
daifi!

i kinda misplace sheena and farisa picture. its in my phone. but, not in th com for some reason. HEH. there are still other pictureSSS.

andnow tht prom and Os are over, idk whts there in th future for me. To think tht th plain sheet of paper next year early january will decide my fate. on a much lighter note, i miss np, & i love my ericsson dahling. okaay random.

wokay. this week is pack and im lovin it:) &, i love tht there are a lot of new clothes in my wardrobe!!! saay whaaaaat?!
okay aishah. too much miss montana. thanks to disney channel.
alright. i youtube for a bit kaay.

2008-11-14T11:44:00.003+08:00

its fridaaaaay!
haha.tgif. i cant really blog in peace!!!
my 3 months old cousin just learn how to roll around. but,she dunno how to turn back. so..yep. i have to turn her back around so tht she can breath properly.
super fun laaa to have a baby whn shes all quiet. but, when she WAAAAIILLSS, its super duper chaotic!
okay she just WAAAIILLED. wait ahhh.

//

After all, there is a good thing learn in NP sing-along!haha.
i just sang to her father abraham, little green frog, twinkle little star, baa-baa black sheep. BLABLA. and all other nursery rhymes you can think of!
just to make her QUIET(:
her favourite is little green frog laaaaa. HAHA.
she still got the cheek to laugh at me! because my actions were super merepek and memalukan. HAHA.

lets talk abt yesterday kaay.
i went to lot 1, supposedly to buy th hairband with amnah. she go gaga everytime she see Little Miss shirtS. cute or whttt?
bt, endd up buying th hairband in west mall. waste my time go lot 1. bt didnt really get th one i waintd. but, nvm laaaa.

and tonight... HAHA. just want to have fun! im still wondring whether i shd take th bus or walk.
if i walk, by the time i reach there confirm sweating like shit. okaaay, bus thn. or ask abah to send!*wink*

otaaaay. (:

ayo technology

2008-11-13T00:29:00.006+08:00

finalleh! ive been using the laptop for soooooo long. dunno wht i will do without you.
and this thing can finally connect to my sony ericsson dahling(:
i was bloghopping the whole afternoon and found this uncle hussain song frm syirah's blog.
I've heard of thm bt their name gave me th impression tht they arelame.
i mean, th name, MEET UNCLE HUSSAIN? I wil start MEET MAKCIK ETON.
bt when i heard th song, not bad laa sehh!!
and i fell in love with it. after listening to tht song again and again i realise thts the theme song for drama KAMI. hahaha. no wonder it sounds familiar! gong(:
& i continued bloghopping and tv-ing &, eventually fall asleep. HAHA. so, tmr must be active by going OUT!
im going out with amnah tmr! yay. last minute shopping for prom on fridaay! i hope she dont mind laaa. super last minute invitation. HEE.

& heres the pictures. and, they are definitely NOT in order.

i told you so(: okay thanks bye!

OLA.

2008-11-12T13:28:00.002+08:00

ohmy. so long since i last updated! 3 months laa.
a lot of things come and go. ~~i tell you kaay~~
haiyer. Too many things laa. like puase, prelim, mugmugmug, raya!, BIG 0.
and oh yah! Birthdays! currently i only remember mindy chow and wirda birthday which was in septemberr(:
i owe thm birthday present laaa. OOPS.
&, to make matter worst, my computer broke down on me!!
im currently using abg ri laptop which is waaaay smaller thn my com! HAHA.
Somemore, my prelim suck like shitt. and waay underperform laa. thts why i stood away from blogging for 3 months so i wont get distractd. i hope its fruitful!!!
PLEASE LET IT BE FRUITFUL(:

this year raya was a bit pathetic laa. only raya for the first 2 days i think. and, went raya raya with unity friends for one day only!! so sedehh. but, surprisingly, my duit collection is about the same amount as my normal duit collection la! HEE.
anddddddd, 0 LEVEL endd yesterdayyyy! for me:)*jumps around in circle*
bt, by right, o level endd last week after my malay paperr. hee.
bt, by left, theres MCQ this mon and tues. but, hey! its OVERR(:

time fly so fast for 3 months. th preparation was almost unbearable but there were friends(:
THANK GAWD!
&,so now im back to internet and tv. back to HEROES, peter petrelli(screw th spelling!) is dayym hot! movies(: aaaah.
& prom is this friday at CSC. although its just 15 mins walk frm my house. BUMMER. i hope its fun. &, th food better be gooooood!

i cant upload any graduating day/rayaaa/outing photos at th moment because this laptop doesnt like sony ericsson phone.
i will upload asap(:

OKAAY bye. back to ugly betty(:

THISSSS weeek.

2008-08-08T21:03:00.006+08:00

lets talk about this weeeek. what happen uh? okay. lets seee.

Sunday. Dont want talk about it. bad day. cry, and cry, and cry all day. i wantd to be alone bt at th same time wants to punch people face! worst 3rd August EVER! i sweaarrr. And the worst thing was tht, to think that i was soooooo happy just yesterday. it feels so.... Bitter?

Monday. to a brighter day-i hope. hahaha. cant remember wht i did. i think i almost cried during assembly. im soooooo vulnerable. Oh yeah, playd soccer with th boys. Lost. Terribly. fOOl-stop. okaaaay. cant remember. and mug like crazy for physics. (okaay, exaggerating. Nt like craaaaaaaaaaaazy lah. Bt, yea, last minute one.)

Tuesday. School starts latee!! *jumps around!* i love it. Bt, got physic mock*sad face*. thn, at night went to Sakunthala Food palace. (YOUR RIGHT CHOICE!) to eat fish briyanii! Dayyymm nice. After dinner went to KK to see baby G!! i have a new cousin! Uber cute and adorable. i loveee her:) makes me say "aaaaawww" everyday whn i see her appear on my screensaver(:here she is(:i think she looks like chinese. mata sepet.

WEDNESDAY. pizza day (((: hahaha. bt, me and nessa and zub figure it out. HAHAHA. it was greaaat lah. we can be detectives. Nyehaha. Yeahh right. Bt i was nice lah. Thank you ms fizah(: oh yeah.. after sch, went to KK. again. haha. i cant take my eyes off the baby. and i slept at 9.40. i Never slept at 9.40! haha. with books on my head. and loook at bbz happy face. YAHOOOO.ms fiza brings pizza. see how it rhymes(: haha.errr..

THURSDAY. school was usual. did maths. & i think schools a waste of time now. teachers doesnt teach. okay. except for lee yy. traind home, and there was this chinese old Ahma who talkd to me in chinese.

She said " xiao mei mei, yi ke mrt chi ang mo kio?" (pardon my hanyu pinyin)

i knw what she means laaah. this mrt go Angmokio?

bt, idk how to reply.

so i look blankly at her and replied "Mei yo." (again. pardon my hanyu pinyin)

and i guess the person besides me realise tht i wasnt chinese afterall. i mean it took me like 20 seconds to think whether i should say puyao or mei yo. (they sound so similar. No? okay. it does to me.)

So, she took over the conversation. HAHAHA. i feel so bad. so many aunties talkd to me in chinese. and i kept giving blank face.

oh yeah. watch normal/express match(: and night classd. haha. quite fun. no more flies(:

FRIDAY. today. Ndp! sings with class like no tmr(: hahaha.super fun. had chem prac. thn go wida house and slackkk. wirda house is the TV/eat house. Begum's house is th roll-on-the-bed house. and jaysree house is the play-game house! Yippee. All 3 fun. went uwo house. see baby. Bt she sleeping. thn went cycling. my leg crampd and i fell like on th road. haha. damn embarassing. but, cyclings fun! haha. Rahman never smile:(

th whole bunch of patriotic people!! *wave hand and held hand up high*-lets reach out for the skies!

AISHAHHH x)

BOX thm 16 yr old!

2008-08-02T20:35:00.003+08:00

feel the sun throughout my hair
hello peoplee!
okaaaaay. school starts frigging early today. &, i was late.
haha. and came to school with a HUMONGOUS balloon waiting f me. Bt, i pity raj lah. to carry it all the way frm teckwhye to sch. so not macho. HAHA.
thn, there was the wishes of happy birthday. okaay. thank you peoplee!
if you sms/wish me directly, thank you!

the whole of 46
keluargaku
dayah
jaysree
farisa
darlene
wirda
R. Thanaraj
komathi
BURP
sheena
shaqila
chuankai
inah
ekahh
yaying
NP girl(the belo, shidah dan nizah!)
zubbydubby
cheryl
zaza
hazim
hazel/june
anil
random people who saw me carrying th balloon! HAHA.

*in no particular order(: &&, if i forgot, sorry uh!

so, it was birthday gitft by zub,zaza,nizah. damn cute! haha. thn, ms fizah calld me. Apparently, she bought me back th marshmellow. HAHA. thank you! it was quite surprising.

thn, we went off to Sports Fiesta. HOTT. i think i became chau-tah ready. the eagle a bit retardd lah. bt, cute(: LOL. And i had meteor SIXTEEN ( oh wait. i think it was more thn SIXTY lah pleaseee!) shooting. frm behind. thnks to DAIFI!!, rahman,hadi, radin and jia en. its painful y knoww! suddenly, gt frm in front also. notti shiling.

thn, it was floorball game. a bit of drama here and there. bt, i just wanna say, whatever happens/minsunderstandings/quarrels we had in the court just nw, just let it go. forget it. let bygones be bygones. And, 46 boys, gd job kaay(: very well done! haha. & for me ah mann?? haha. thn, it was hip hip hurray! plus birthday song, thank you 46 so much!

in prata shop, & the birthday song. haha. you guys are sooo adorable. Minus boon. haha. thank you!

thn we walkd to botanical garden. and you lie to me upside down-leftright. hahaha... gleneagles hospital lahh, toilet lahh, chicken rice lahhh. AYYO. bt, it was a pleasant surprise. haha. and pizza was greaaaat. thank you wirda,begum,nana,kom,farisa,jays,darl! thank you((: so sad family and dayah wasnt there! haha.

thn, mt dayah at 3.15(supposedly). i was late for 20 minutes! i bused to bt batok bt, got traffic jam in clementi. so 3.40 like tht, we went to simlim. I talk a lot in th mrt. like choo-choo train in a train! haha. Dayah very angry just nw bcoz of daddy. haha. bt, simlim shop close. Still, dayah buy 1G mp3 for 25$ leh! damnn cheap. thn, at 5.05 i think, we traind back hm. i was too tired to talk and slept in train. thn went mac! haha. to collect birthday treat by mc cafe(: damn nicee.

walkd to uwo house. "Hellod" cousins/aunties/uncles. And slept. Uber tired.

&, here i am. okay. the pictures((: farisa insist on nt taking her photo!! camerawomen!
my birthday presents. th sch gave me medal as bday gift. haha. perasann.
balloon which causd laughter and gaspd.
some of th girls in SAMBA-L united
th belacans.

&, suddenly, i became teddy bear. haha. tmr secret recipe! YAHOOYAAH!

AISHAH x)
so much more to life-Happy SweetSixteen Aishah

brablabla

2008-07-27T21:31:00.004+08:00

whoaaa.. tonight internet connection not bad lah!
its gooooood(: haha.
i think it have been a fruitful weekend. although i have not read up on bio.
grrrrr. bio mock on tues!*whack.smack*
haha. and today went all the way to sengkang(by mrt!!!) my dad nt in singapore. so cannot drive me): so sedeh.
anyway, went there to go for baihaki's wedding. HAHA. i tried to get close bt was being pushd away by the bigx4 photographer. GRRRR.
the pictures(:

and im very tired. i slept in the mrt. and in taxi. i Never slept in mrt and taxi. NEVER.

only in abah's car. that shows how tired i am. okay. bye. im hungry.

i ask abg to buy me food but he said, "takde duit!!"

pegi draw lahhhhhh... okay. bye!

AISHAH x)

dududu.

2008-07-20T18:54:00.002+08:00

irresponsible me:(
tmr got ss mock and tuesday got physics test and here i am blogging.
i swear i will go oo-la-la in a matter of time(as in seow oolala!!)
Lets blog bout yesterday okay.
we had to come to school.*flong sigh! at 12.0 Richter scale*
thn, okay, hall thingy was about rhd lah. ohkaaaay. we get it. many faces, one s'pore.
thn, we went to the push cart. i wanted the ice cream. and i orderd. and, Obviously askd for price. and the price was.....
$1.50 per scoop.
*gasp* i order ready. cant obviously cancelld it right? i could have gotten kitkat ice cream!! (nvm aishah. once in a while. charity sake!!)
bt, i gt free toppings(((:

thn, after that, me, far,wida and zub ate at the canteen. cikgu rashidah said got bahas workshop by 4pm lah seh!! 4PM you knw. not chapalang speaker. i want to go!! GRRR. its open to sec 1-3. and sec 4 nt involvd. bt, still, id loveeeee to go. we endd up watching rhd performance.
damn funneh. good job sec 3! esp the cheongsam person. ROFL.

Emily who lost the shoe was fun too. i wantd to go hm ready because the que was f long. but, i waitd. and, i think it was worth th wait lah. haha. and i brought hm a balloon frm emily's maze.
for memory purpose kaaaay?
went to mac and "talk about life"(quoted frm bohnana) with thm((:
my 10 yr old cousin showd me break-dancing yesterday!! i swear he melts my heart ready. HAHA.

and nw. i have to study. cousins coming later. means must attend to thm plus study. i suck in multi-tasking. FOKUS.

xoxo

ps.im happily married. LOL.

2008-07-16T12:29:00.002+08:00

First time blogging in school(((:
with people murmur. i can hear vicky shouting Loudly frm behind.
and, slope trademark laughter.
theres a first to everything. dancing even? hahaha..
had some NE quiz which was fun but, i failed terribly. okay pass. but. shit lah. never build anything.
architecture fail. HAHA.
okaaaay. im running out of ideas:( and a bit too many distraction.

bye, humans(:

a little smile

2008-07-12T14:09:00.002+08:00

chemistry mock exam. HAHAH.
was a game of oh-yah-pay-yah-som
must study more chemistry aishah. no matter how you loathe the subject):
and, seriously, mindy is now the source of entertainment.
i would just turn around and ask her to mimic any video-clips. and she'd do it with all her energy in her soul! its a gooooooood break from the stress.
dayyyym funneh. LMAO. and she tried a break dance yesterday! mindy chow,ilikee. HAHAHA!

and, im proud of myself.
i went to NPCC yesterday!
I, went to NP((((: haha. although, we never do anything. just in the room. but, i went. haha.
&& got myself wet.
SOAKING wet.
thanks ah fidi. but, yea, i agree with shidah. i miss squadmates(:
we tried to play a game of volleyball but was scolded by a teacher. HEH.
"the bulb broke laterr..." HAHAHA.
&&,my mum came into my room yesterday night ask me to set her ringtone and etc.etc.
she very excited to use her newphone&firsttimeusing hp. I SWEAR. daayyym excited(:
and, ayu kilat-ed my fingernails just now(: FOC. i love seri rahayu! haha.
okay.igtgbecauseimgoingout!
seeee you(:

ps.i loveeee sony ericsson. i think.

2008-07-06T11:47:00.003+08:00

its hectic. As Olevel draws near, mug is first priority(okay, except for 9oclock La Femme chinese show!-btw,the series ended.so, no more distraction from 9-10.) haha. The rest of the "luxury"(as you call it in authoritarian regime!) all kick one side.
and somemore-puasa coming. means raye coming. Equals to= bayar balek puase!
and, now, i really dont have mood to blog. Actually, no mood to do a lot of stuff. syahirah and sarina's advice and mrs suppiah words hit me like *pang* in the head.
okay, goodbye(:
alright boring post.

PSSSSSST.

2008-06-15T19:14:00.002+08:00

alrighto. photos grabbed frm liana. and, photoshopped by me(:
oh my tuhan.
i sooooo long never update ah.

from june fifth to june 15. i shall give you the updates okaaay(:

bought ipanema((: YAY. sungguh HAPPY!
class outing @sentosa! surprisingly, the turn up was more than expected laa. haha. the sun was beautifully hot! my nose skin is peeling. i want to get tanner but it seems like i failed terribly. haha. && had my ben and jerry's. Finally. i've been craving for itt!
went to suntec with the girls. it was awkward at first lah. then we settle in. but, the toy's r-us thing was quite funn lah. i never know that toy shoppe could be soooo fun for 16 year old. CHILDISH!
i replace mirr tuition yesterday. the kids were quite nice although at times a bit naughtyy. But, sooooo adorable! i want to give tuition lah next year. HEH. Good experience(:
going MELAKA next week: so must do shopping list. hahaha!
celebrated father's day slash abah's birthday(: this may sound cheesy, but i love him. HEH.
&, i went to polyclinic and saw cik shiqin with new baby. So cute. & ayyo, i got some skin illness. Ayya.
plus, school starting sooner than i thought! *AYYYA!* why so short ah?

&, okay i finally settle in to this skin. i think this is my 987979686 skin this week.

-AISHAH X)

kekasih gelapku

2008-06-05T14:26:00.005+08:00

KEKASIH GELAPKU

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
haa..haa…

yakinlah bahwa engkau adalah cintaku
yang kucari selama ini dalam hidupku
dan hanya padamu kuberikan sisa cintaku
yang panjang dalam hidupku
haa…hidupku…haa…

ku mencintaimu lebih dari apapun
meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tau
ku mencintaimu sedalam-dalam hatiku
meskipun engkau hanya kekasih gelapku
hoo..hooo.

The translation (:

CHORUS
i am in love with you
more than enything else
although nobody knows about it
i am in love with you
from the bottom of my heart
although you're just my sweet night lover

haaahaaa

believe it that you are my love
the one i've been searching for in my life
and only to you i'll share the rest of my heart
in my life
haaahaaa
in my life

CHORUS

-aishah feeling jiwang :)))))

the playlist

2008-05-22T15:02:00.002+08:00

yes. i am blogging again today.
aishah woke up at 9.30 todaay. Felt great to wake up late occasionally and yes, i did not come to school :)
the playlist on imeem currently is so nice. maturity in the kind of songs ahh? Riiiiight.
but, reaally, that kind of songs...Errrrrr.. haha.
its such a panas-panas-panas day today!try getting thru the whole day without fan/aircon, you will become cacing kepanasan.HAHA. is it a peribahasa? haha. dunno whats the meaning also. but, can lah. got kepanasan!

having tuition. later. *yawn* plus, *sigh in 9.8 Richter Scale*
GAH. why must it be todaaaay? still not in the mood lah.
its the sit-in-front-of-com-or-tv mode still.
By the way, i chop off my fringe.
pleeeeaseeeee dont tell me i did a wrong step.
yes. i chop it myself. my first one.
okay,bye:)

SHOUT OUT!

2008-05-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

fuck.
So many things happened today.
lost my wallet and found it(thanks to the kind soul who gave it to customer service!although you took like 1.00$ or something. its okay.i forgive you(:)
the screwd heart shaped.
the "you-caught-me-unglam-unsure" expression for like countless times!
many-many more:)

okay. losing of wallet is quite a thrilling experience. (what a feeling!)
HAHA! but, for real, if anybody were to steal my wallet today, you are the most/biggest/unluckiest/wrong-ying-and-yang Person on planet Earth today!
because seriously Chanel-poser have no money(CENTS-because i spend a LOT this days)
and useless cards and receiptS are the population of Chanel-poser.
haha.Anyway, the founder-Thank you!

library or art room self study is useless.
Utterly nonsense and boring. Seriously, exams are over:)
Not O. But,*smack-smack the relief teacher face* we cannot concentrate.
Ohh well, might as well we do something productive like.....Magazines(?)

i think i am addiceted to McCafe. Not good Aishah!
Highlight of 21 May-
Happy Birthday sheena and jaysreeee!!!
16 lah sehhh.. Old people get grumpier day by day:)HAHA. Evil me. Buttttt, Old people blossoms more too:) HAHAHAHAHAAHA!
what rubbish?

AISHAH x)
Satu Pokok Bukit (One Tree Hill lah kawan-kawan..) here i comeeeee!

ZETTAI KARESHI

2008-05-17T11:09:00.002+08:00

i made diana angry early in the morning!
sorry cik kak! tengah tido lah seh. SORRY!

Absolute boyfriend is soooooo nice. miss the japanese drama tahap maha! HAHA.
Seriously should watch it okay:)
"My name is Lucas Scott. 4 years ago i graduated from high school with my friends. Brooke Davis move to New York City and found success. Peyton sawyer moves to Los Angeles. i wrote a novel with my editor, Lindsey. Recently we come home."
OHHH my one tree hill and chad michael murray!!!!

okay bye. ABSOLUTE BOYFRIEND lah:) bye!

AISHAH x)
yay for david cook in the finale!

the results:)

2008-05-14T16:19:00.003+08:00

manusia tercinta! HELLO:)
my mye is surprisingly, quite okaylah for me!
i failed one subject.
Only. By 2 marks lah! GRRRR:/
and, you guessed it right! ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS!
a little more practice aishah! even when you go bonkers!
the rest all pass lah. but, distinction is another story.
i don't think i get distinction for ANY subjects.
stupid-stupid me:(
in general, quite happy with my marks lah. i guess, its a-o-k!for my standard lah.
if i were to compare with THE SMART PEOPLE DISTINCTION GROUP,
*whoosh*-looked at the filthy dirty drain.
you will hear somebody whine.
*whine.and whine. and whine. bang table.*

i feel extremely lethargic. SHUTTUP.
i shall read ayat-ayat cinta! and watch korean drama/movie. HEAVILY influenced by LIANA CHUA lah.

&&, i know its kinda late, but, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! to all the mothers out there. Esp my mom and my uwo!
wakdan cinto samo den duo!
HAHA.

***
okay. thats scary.
MRS chiew just called. HAHA! i love her lah!
***

aku rase budak di atas sungguh cute! dan budak gambar post bawah(yang first gambar tu!) lagu cute. HAHAH! sungguh lah takde shame.

AISHAH x)
adidas turned orange!

THE POST-EXAM thingayy:)

2008-05-12T16:31:00.006+08:00

HELLO humans of the world.errhem!
yesterday was a great fun. yet, mischevious for me.(HEH!)
went to vivo with NUR HIDAYAH BTE MURAD:)
We watch "what happens in Vegas!" DAMN FUNNAY lah. i notice something about Diaz's assets, which i think i should keep private. Or else, 'll be called as some chikopek or something. heh.
ASHTON KUTCHER is hott like sugar coated candy((((((((:

anyway, after the movie, we went to the rooftop and sat there for awhile. and talk. and went off after like 15 minutes because dayah daddy and mummy is in Esprit waiting for us. so, we went down:)
and her mummy went shopping. i was seeing-seeing only. no paying-no money mahhhh! aku tau malu tau!! if i like anything, diam-diam ajerr!!HAHA:)tkde parents per.

and, we took pictures:) haha.
shop.shop for awhile. then her mum was like"nak gi sentosa nak?"
at first, i was reluctant. but, i went. thinking how long since i actually last visited the beatifuuuuuul sentosa island. not really beutiful lah because under construction.

after which we sit by the beach eating popcorn.:) and dayah took pictures. gazillions of them ithink. haha.then we went to the monorail again.but, back to square one. okay half of square one. because we stoppd halfway and went to mr lion.mr lion have grown in height and weight.
i guess he had been fed well:) LAME-o

we go around and around and around and get back to vivo:)-go home lah:) after a very tireing but fun day!

we had fun! in the 963 bus! HAHAHA! ive never acted that insanely in a PUBLIC bus when we were actually seating at 1 of the front seats. GAH. heck. oooohhhh(you know i know!)-amat memalukan tapi fun:)

acting only lah:) dont want to watse my oneDOLLAR i swear!
dayah and her mum:)
me and her mum:)
Thanks Hidayah for giving me a taste of an only child family dayah:) i had loads of fun. i swear!
thanks for sending me the pictures and editting it!!!!-HIDAYAH!

AISHAH x)
kawan dier pun jadilah...

ps. Mr SI is hawt and tall. and he smiled:) HAHA!

bubblebubble

2008-05-02T20:09:00.002+08:00

its the weekend. Thank god.
but, life goes on as usual.
GAHH.
plus, you may ignore the below post. but, i really dont mind you reading.
was just really-really angry you see!
okay. goodbye:)

Yours truly,
aishah
PS: David cook reall hottie. HAHA.

GAHH

2008-04-27T12:08:00.004+08:00

Can i say something mean for once,You got to shut up and lead your own life.
flames to dust
Really. Get a life.

AISHAH x)

2008-04-23T15:36:00.002+08:00

lets get to the floor and mug mug mug hard
shit also must study because its THE period
*shout and roll on th floor*
i like my bohnana:) HAHA. random.

AISHAH:)

orange to green

2008-04-18T15:02:00.003+08:00

Prom queen huh?
split feelings lah actually. but, its only appropriate for me to say, thanks(?)
hahah.
***
got to do notes and tys today!
exams coming realll soon and going night class later.
yet, so many undone things to do... DIE!
i shall study maths! Promise:)

Bye Humans!

Yours truly,
aishah:)

Batok Hill

2008-04-10T21:28:00.002+08:00

such a cool name! from now on,
BATOK hill(feeling one tree hill gitu!)
hahah. Lame-O.
schools tiring. ive been MIA frm hmwk f a very.very long time my fren.
im supposd to do hmwk! SHEESH.
bt, i cant conc and psp was looking at me pathetically. irresistable:)later tho.
AISHAH's really tired. i think i walkd 98777668797km today, with weight on my bag. Bless myself! unlike jaysree, farisa and me carried our bags! Heavy yaw. My dearest Komathi, you better enjoy th partayyy. Or else.......

So much thing hv happend this week till i thought tht last weekend was a few wks ago.
i had sooo much fun with my dearest cousins last weekend.
"Pe'ah, teratai, mawar, Petom!!" HAHAH! damn fun:)petom sounds nice. wht a joke!
Classic:)
sooo, i was walking hm frm koms preparation party just now, whn i thought,
how time flies. and how so many things happend this week. GRRR. i want last week to come back... Or, perhaps, i want last year to come back so tht i can turnd things around. i really miss her. i really do. bt, *sigh*, idk. lets just see. bt, at th same time, this week had its very own nice memories too which i wouldnt want to trade wif anything. whtever it is, i really miss her. i feel like asking. But, its just not th right time. Yet.

on a happier note, amalina's performing tmr at BBSS:) &, im going:) YAY!
joget melayu sehhh.. dah maju! HAHA.
let your hair down tmr aishah and shoo th problems and hmwk off.
got elvis(mr khor) test tmr and mrs chiew's test.
Elvis makes me so pissd on tuesday for nt turning up. GRRRR.
kay... Goodbye:)

love,
AISHAH x)

Ps: HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOM!

honourary talk

2008-04-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Oh my tuhan. i passd my a maths! Alhamdullilah:)
21/40 lah. but, still, cud have gotten 28 lah. ALL careless mistake. I swear!

morning class was boring. lets nt elaborate.
CE!
this is where th fun starts! hahah. i was dead bored.
So, i did a little sumthing for th NP girls, plus, karine, zahidah, farisa, sheena.
i hd fun lah decorating and playing with colours and tampal-tampal:)
like 5 yr old girl gitu! bt, it was fun((((((:
i continued doing this till physics. Mr khor was a bit moody just now.

thn, recess. did stuffs.
after recess was maths. i slept. i was so sleeepy.
this is th first time in sec 4 tht i sleep during mr tan jock lienm lesson!
Sorry mr tan jock lienm! my whole row slept. haha.
me, algernon, nessa. && sheena took our picture sleeping! evil her.
thn, it was summary test. yaddayadda

after school went to wirda's house with wirda(duh?) and sheena.
haha. && fried chicken and nugget ther using deep fryer.
ive never used deep fryer in my whole life! i always use frying pan.
so, a bit scared and a BIG hoo-haa. haha!
idk what sudip(cant find th english word) to use.
cant find the right one. and th oil was splashing.
and, sheena was afraid of th oil.
and, wirda, th owner, was showering. we cant ask her qnS.
we tried our best to deal th problems on our own.
haha:) thn sheena was like "Aishah, Die Aishah Die!" how encouraging??haha
had fun cooking(((((:

&&, went to NPCC talking session. we said wht we had to. And, its really up to th officers.
after np, went to mac with shidah, fazilah and ricky and arron.
talk-2 and laugh with thm. i will soo miss thm on friday nights :(
thn, traind back home.
i love my mother for cleaning my room:)
sayaaaaaang mak!(((((((:

AISHAH x)
why you keep on peeing ah?

2008-04-03T15:58:00.003+08:00

matheholic- Ahuh! Ahuh!
mathelicious- Uhuh! Uhuh!

YOUR PICK!:)

Aaaaaaaditional matheholic - OHH MANN! (dora explorer version)
Aaaaaaditional mathelicious - HI 5! (Hi-5 version!)
(thy person who created maths ought to be shot. BANG:)

-Bless me! your very own Aishah!-(th way kids central say it!)

HAHAH x)
insania
childhood deprive. So sad:(

Hey, hey, i wanna be a BIG rockstar!

(wails and jump as high as

possible and scream the way

Linkin Park does!*on my bed:) at 12.49am.)

-wht happens in a girl's mind?

dont bother to understand:) it varies.-

one and onlyone

2008-03-27T21:32:00.003+08:00

i guess you should really read our blogs today. seriously.
almost all the posts are about you. Lets face it.
you are extremely dumb if you can't figure out by yourself.
Anyway, let me be the kind soul and inform you that the posts written on 27 march 2008 are indeed about you!
so please. ABSORB whatever we are saying and keep it in the brain.
let me repeat, ABSORB it and REFLECT about it.
theres not a need to ask,
"Who you write about in your blog ah?"
because both you and US know who we are talking about. now, i shall say this.
Its Your turn to reflect. because its not only US complaining here. its almost everybody. HELLO??
i bet you know about it but you dont want to face the music. but, be realistic PLEASE. we are complaing about YOU(yes you!!!) fullstop.

so, my turn to give advice, reflect kay.
***
what a NICE way to end my npcc journey. THANKS AHH! thanks people.
its the _____ training i ever had. and the only thing id remember about npcc is my squadmates. and only them. of course, nury!shu! al...Thank you:)iffa! haha.
Thank you guys! we face shit and even though somebody hate us for unreasonable/stupid/ridiculous/childish/absurd/foolish reasons. Due to that, we actually managed to bond. reverse effect huh?

to those juniors, open your eyes wide. And chose what/who is right. think logically! thats all i can say. all the best to upcoming years:)

AISHAH x)
clinically psycho have no life
no friends-
thats the worst song i ever heard

MOVE ONN

2008-03-24T17:46:00.005+08:00

Gerhana meliputi segala
Tiada lagi sinaran cahaya
Keinginan tanpa kepastian
Tak mampu rasanya ku teruskan
Ku meneruskan...

Chorus
Biarlah ku relakan segala
Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Mengapa...
Biarpun tak mampuku bertahan
Tak akan pernahku akui kalah

Masih terdampar ku disini
Tiada jalan mungkinku lalui
Harusnya hidupku dipersenda
Mengharungi dugaan melanda
Ku berserah...

Chorus
Biarlah ku relakan segala
Walau hidupku sebuah tanda tanya
Mengapa...
Biarpun tak mampuku bertahan

Tak akan pernahku akui kalah

Tuhanku ku relakan segala
Takkan pernahku akui kalah
Percayaku yakin padanya
Dia yang menentukan semua
Ku berserah...

Run aishah. Run. when you still can. once you tangled yourself into it, its even more hurtful. So, run now.
Far-far away as possible.

AISHAH x)
thanks for th memories

-.-

2008-03-22T08:01:00.002+08:00

lets see wht i have done thru out this week:)

finish watching my girl in channel u! yay. they get together(((((((: HAPPY!

finish ALL my e maths hmwk. start doing a maths ready:) with semangatness lateeeee at wee hours. NYEHAHA!

class teee is done. went to queensway on wednesday and i HAVE to come to qnsway with money the next time.class tee is greeen! yet i dun have mine. because the uncle spelt my name AISHAH, without th last "h"! GRRR.

had a nice coffee companion last thursday. be strong and bold. you can do it. and, lets remain friends:)

mak tong dah tk garang-2 lagi!!! kan sheena kan! mak tong! I LOVEEEEEE you :) aku confess kat blog tau. lets hope tkde bloopers lagi(:

cameraku ade sakit sikit. i will upload th whole viet's photograph when i have th time aye. and i will not elaborate on day3/4/5. except, perhaps, for some details or funny moments thn. you can read BOHnana blog.HERE! since he elaborate REALL well for th whole trip. but th pictures are coming soooon.

watched Step Up 2 with 2 lovely ladies yesterday. Falah and Dayah. th movie was great lah. with th dances and all- which leaves dayah jumping up and down on her chair during th movie(she didnt clap yesterday whn shes happy. she jumpd with that happy look) .

kak faiza dah ade baby... yay! baby girl! so cutee! i keep on kissing her cheek. she got kak faiza's eye. Plus, she so adorable and have those lovely baby smell. haaaaaaa..cik zidah insist on me being bibik instead of cik or auntie. HAHAH! bibik! cant imagine tht. lets just see how it goes:)

and today got MENDAK-i. thn off doing chores and out with HEEEEEEEEDAAAYAAAAHHH again. thn night shall be study timee! AISHAH, DISCIPLINE!

AISHAH x)
bambi is dumbdidumbdumbDUMB.

PS: im gonna get girl cousin! YAY:)

VIET NAM

2008-03-13T20:44:00.016+08:00

VIETNAM!!!!!:) urban part of vietnam
our tour guide. mr bien(idk how to spell his name lah)

vietnamese officials relaxing/posing! sexaaaay!
kak maya!!!

notre dame cathedral
post office
Vietnam hv a lot of these statue. tsktsk.(opera house)
errr.

whos this mysterios groom?
its the cameraman/vogue BBZ.

rahman singing unity school song on th boat! hahah.

coconut peeling

adorable vietnam girl!

long-long bus ride
adorable boy on a hammock

our saigon hotel:)
yes. OPEN your mouth and eat the coldcold croissant look-alike.
we had curtain raising in saigon!(instead of flag rasing) alondside with majulah singapura!PATRIOTISM. get it?
look at th cables
and th entangld source!

th four six:)

act cute!
us with sooooo adorable mrs ong!
th jejakas.

glad that im back. yet, i miss vietnam:(

Vietnam was great lahh. minus the food.

for the muslims at least. but, i had so much fun!
okaay.SHOOT.

DAY 1

MY family plus 2 cousins sent me! Ayyub cried! i did not expect him to cry:))) ilya

It was my first SIA plane-not commendable at all!

Our flight was delayd:(

so, jia en treat me to onion rings in burger king! thank you((((((((((:

in th plane, i was seating in between virgins(hv never been on a plane), Fauzi and Raj.

haha. yet, they were so excited and were'nt afraid at all!

While me, who have been on th plane for so many timeee, was holding on to th seat so tightly. trying to hold back my vomit.

((im proud of myself for not vomiting at all to and fro!YAY. goo aishah!))

there wasn't enough halal food in the plane. it was so obvious that th steward grabbd sum seafood item from the kitchen and let us eat. sum salmon weirdos. which was not nice:(

And we landd on vietnam land!

th air was a pretty much pollutd ther with smokes. we head of for dinner at sum stalls which seems to be supporting MALAYSIA for sum reasons. food was nice,but, servings was small compard to spore

after dinner, we checkd in to FIRST hotel. SHILING did th card thing for hotel door. i suckd a bit at th card thing.

and we showerd. Debrief and playd at daifi and rahman's rm till 1 or 2++.

back at room, shiling and i talkd bout stuff till late wee hours before we finally sleeep:)

DAY 2

rise and shine in vietnam!

we had brekfast in the hotel. only to be known later tht the bacon i ate was pork. how dumb of th hotel to not label?

And, we went to mekong delta with a boat. tht was quite fun laah!th wine in th bottles are a bit weird with snakes inside it. disgusting.

ther Sum performance by th locals! This little girl was so cute that i think th whole unitians took picture with her. hahah.

thn, shidah, me, and ismath i think, took th sampan togethr. with vietnamese hat to sum place for our lunch! was fun! tried rowing bt.......yah. its ok.

we had a sucky lunch. which sucks like shit. but KENNY(our travel agent) was kind enough to treat us some biscuits:)

After lunch, we went sightseeing to th Notre Dame Cathedral and Post Office and Saigon Opera House before heading off to shopp at sum market which i cant catch th name. haha.

-Shopping in Vietnam makes me feel RICH! things were soo cheap and there are no parents to stop me frm buying anything tht i want! MUAHAHA!

Dinner was so posh please! hahaha. unknown indian cuisine but, was posh.

After dinner, back to hotel!!

we had a loooooooong debrief under the stars. hahah.

and tht night was th most fun one.

with BOH BOON ZHONG, RAJ, VIDAS and jia en(i think) as companion! HAD such a good laugh with them lahh! Vidas kept pinching bz's butt. damn funny.

it was so funnn tht night and i didnt want it to end. bt, i understand we nd to sleep too. so, yah...

day 3,4,5 shall be elaboratd at a later POST:) a bit too long lahh.

AISHAH x)

WEEKENDS:)

2008-03-02T11:10:00.004+08:00

HULLOH. im supposed to vacuum/mop th house. but, im severely attractd to my frogg.so, here i am:)

yesterweekend and yesterday was greaaat. hahah.
last week was kak maya's surprise birthday partaaay with amirah lee and hidayah murad!
hahah. i cant forget kak maya's facial expression when i rushd out and shoutd " SURPRISE!!"
yet, she was like,no expression((thts the funny part. no expression at all!)).
hahah. a bit paiseh at first!! hahah.
thn, we chit chat. and off camwhoring in chinese garden thn to japanese garden. ill upload th pictures if i have time.
PSST. and yesterday was someones wedding. haha. a bit tiring. but, shittos, my feet got blister. i feel like crying otw home. super painnn!

and, dearest human being, i passd my a maths CA1. like, YAY!
tho, i was calld to th"Talk on Dropping of Subject"((how motivating!)). i decided to not drop a maths. i mempertimbangkan((cheh!)) advice from people, and decided not to drop it. and, i think i didnt fail any subject for my CA1. im not sure about physics tho( khor man!tht tortoise).
plusplus, im going vietnam next saturday! say YEEEHAA people! *clap-clap*.
icant wait. sheesh. its just a few days away and i have to go shopping first before off to vietnam dearrr!plus, study for speed of reaction test. i think its time to strive for chemistry:)jia you!

also, i have to humiliate myself everyday next week. thanks to mr arulchandran. i did not bring that book for like 1 pathetic time. it was my first time not bring bio textbk. i guess its like, wrong time, wrong place case. GRRR. sheesh i swear i hate him now.
and bio prac was coolio last thursday! we cut goat's heart. okaay. its more like sheena cut it. but, it was extremely smelly. but sheeshee got experience so, it was yay! thanks dear! damn cool.
we get to see its trcuspid/bicuspid valve, the ventricles, atrium. bestt(((((((((:

ther. my quick updates. daa. TAKE CARE human:)

AISHAH x)
last saturday and yesterday night was
the best
those things makes my weekend more memorable

2008-02-21T16:56:00.003+08:00

"And I'm tired of being all alone, and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home I know everything you wanted isn't anything you have"

AISHAH x)

BACK

2008-02-15T21:22:00.002+08:00

i'been mia. i knw!
its just tht, study comes first before blogging.
i havent even switchd on the pc like, a week. SHEESH. aishah!! hahah.
my source of entertainment this days is.... Ellen degeneres, my phone, random stupid messages, capturing reaaall stupid pictures, myself, my friends &&, nt to forget, IMPIAN ILLYANA. idk why, but i realy love that series. Perhaps because izham is cute! haha.

&& i Feel like shutting the blog down if i cannot update it so frequently.
I mean its th Os year!!
but, its ohkaaay. i will let it open till sometime.
anyway, i get 18/20 for maths! YAYE! damn happy please!
its like shit lah. i could hv gotten full marks. but, due to my carelessness and ignorant towards my answers 3 significiant figure and units, i hv to minus 2 marks frm overall 20/20 marks. like, wht shit! but, mr tan was a notti boy yesterday!
whn, i receivd the maths ppr, i only get 12/20. i was super very dissapointed!!! apparently, he forgot to give me 6 marksss!! wht the? haha. EXTREMELY HAPPY!

and, im a sgt. YAYE!
and, i saw S. i was super hyper after i saw S. tho, it was like 100m away. sheesh.
S make me say, "AKU HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY SANGAT! (this will go with me jumping around,or cupping my face,or smiling broadly!)" lets do it again shidah whn we feel high! haha.
and, i went around saying hello,and hi to everybody! haha.
ohkay, get serious. tmr got tuition. thn, at 1 off to queensway for beloved class teee!
next wk is multi-tests week. BIOLOGY,SS, E maths! GASP! go aishah!
do th notes and lets kick th butts:)))))
by th way, happy valentine day and total defence day guys! haha. th second term is like....errrr.
happy birthday reena dear and ms Fomeone!
Ohkay. its th weekend tmr. i want watchd one tree hill now. bye(((((((((((((:

hiro AISHAH x)

i hope i could see you again,everynight
i dont even knw/understand why
i hope tht she knws you

updates

2008-02-07T11:39:00.000+08:00

hoola hooo!
im feeling high today. like seriously! haha. im just a little bit too busy to updates this days.
and, tired:( heh. ohkaay.
limewire sucks. jengjengjeng. i hope frostwire would help.
blah. okaaaay. gong xi fa cai to those chinese yeaaa!! :)))

KAH!

2008-01-24T18:56:00.000+08:00

HELLOS:)
its been a week since i last blog.HEH. was busy mugging.run here run there stuffs.
okaaaay, updates of the week.

I got full marks for binomial! HAHAHA. funny or what? full marks leh.a person who never even pass a Amaths test gets full marks?? hahaha. damn shock and adrenaline rush.hah. random. So, officially, IL binomial.

i have a new bed! yay yay yay. no more squeaking bed((((: just that on the first day the bed just arrive, i was having severe gastric pain (it was fpaintht i even skippd a day and nt study trigo) and was too lazy to get the NEW bed ready and all. So, i slept in abg's room. Abg was very nice to slp outside! ty! i gave him a hello panda for that! haha:)

My mp3 dah-ling starts to love me again yesterday! Now, i can see what song im hearing, the Creative logo, battery bar, th volume &&most importantly, i can switch to 987 when i want to! BEST:)
i changd from a motorola to sony ericsson(is tht how you spell it?) to another motorola(SHH!) and finally, to nokia. sheesh.This all happend within a wk.

Best of all, i got A1 for malay o lvl! yay yay yay! i was like seriously, jumping up and down. haha. And, the teachers ARE ~~evil~~. Cikgu Nora, Cikgu Khamiliah! ((TskTskTsk)) Perhaps, except for MR ARULCHANDRAN :))))))))) who was telling th truth. YAY YAY YAY!

&& Trigo test and ujian karangan melayu just nw sucks. i cnt conc. i only take 1 o lvl subject result just nw and i was already super scared! What if i take 7 subject result this Dec?? Die.die.

O level is drawing nearer. sheesh. Shoo you faaaar awaaaaay!

AISHAH x)
its not so bad being alone right?

BINOMIAL ROCKS.

2008-01-17T18:38:00.000+08:00

i was feeling =.= yesterday night.
was doing amaths and it was seriously getting on my nerves after i couldnt solve a difficult problem ((which turns out to be easy after zub showd me how. after the test. Toot.))
and this song was playd in mp3 sweets.Pause my blog song. listen to this. for those malays who knws lah!

GOSH. its like, on time man!
when every single thing was shitshitshit. this song just makes me feel better.
some sort. and not to give up. PERSEVERE!!!
anyway, had a weird conversation between stairs yesterday night. was damn weird and noisy lah.
after ngaji mugd for binomial.
im starting to love binomial. Realy. And, i definitely owe BIG thank yous to HO SHILING.
and, maybe, some nods from zhi wen too. haha! ty cute boy and the netball.hahah.
bt, seriously. at that point of time, i feel like saying NO sucker to amaths. but after the longlonglonglong lecture, i think twice. TY ling!

Plus,plus, im going to VIETNAM! This march. ive always wanted to say this, Homeland of Phuong Vy from Asian idol. idk why.but, her name is like stuck in my head!
:) i hope it would realy come true and no bananas problem would poppd and affect this trip. After all, im in sec 4. my last chance. i hope theres no bloopers. ireally hope there isnt any!

ok. side track.
now, i knw the reason why our seniors hate AEP. because, it simply sucks lah. like, supersupersuper suck:)) GRR.
and, even worst. my motorola darling died on me. ASSHOLE. it seriously died on me. And could not be bothered to try its best to at least pleased me after i sayang it. ihateyou.
alrights people. aishah got things to do now!
and, tmr got national police cadet corps plus AEP people! very tiring humans:(
need do hmwork sumore.
k. bye:)))))))))))

yours truly,
AISHAH

2008-01-11T00:06:00.000+08:00

i was calld a minah.
by mr arul.
damn insulting!
GRRR:/

AISHAH x)

2008-01-09T20:53:00.000+08:00

im super zzzzz.
im doing malay project. Asas 50.
=.=
i didnt know what that thing was until i did that project!
okaay. General knowledge sucks!
i dont think you guys knw so let me just say, its a group of local writers(poem, song, novel, etcetc), where they are super good and berjuang(cant find the english word) for bahasa melayu.
okay. something like that lah.

ok. side-track.
i vomitted just now!
its been a long long long long time since i last vomitted. so, it feels great to vomit at times!
i have travel sickness if i am in aeroplane, i vomit like at least twice for every aeroplane ride! hahah. it sucks in aeroplane.
anyway, yea.
waitttt.let me finish doing the Angkatan Sasterawan '50 first!(ehemm!)

ok... done. a bit screwd tho the printing. printer giving trouble shitt!
got to go.bye!

AISHAH x)

2008-01-08T16:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO earthlings.
i feel happy today god knows why.
maybe, just maybe, i feel smarter after th lesson:)
yay yay yay.
tho therre like tons((nt exaggerating!)) of undone homework. i still have the cheek to blog.

You know, at times, im not sure what i should i blog about. Like, for now. i want to blog about what im feeling. but, i cant. because, im too afraid and stupid to blog about it. its my blog. yea, i know. but, at times, when you dont even know whats happening and what you are feeling, how can you tell others right?

Sometime, i think i am this emotionless girl which doesn't care about anything, doesn't feel anything. ohkay. except for studies i suppose which i care! But, other than that, when people said things about me, i just couldn't care less. When people criticised, i walkd away, or simply, shut it off my life. Is this good? i asked myself at times. im not sure myself. I do hope that there are times where i feel heavily emotional. but, i cant remember how to and how it feels like.

It is not self confident i can assure you neither it is self esteem. its a different thing which im not sure myself.But, tho all this happens within seconds or even, mili second, and, it looks like i can't be bothored. However, i cannot lie to myself, that when i am laying on my bed, with th lights off, i think. Think about what i did, what i heard, what i said, what i feel, today, tomorrow, and the future to comes. At times, i even think all the way when i was in kindergaten.

Although, i dont show emotions. i have feelings which i kept to me and only self. i dont feel sick by this. in fact, i feel good because im the only one that knows what i realy feel. On the contrary, nobody else knows how i feel.

AISHAH x)

you wont know
i think of You too

2008-01-05T11:32:00.000+08:00

blogger is giving me some problem shit.
whatevs. NIHOOOS, ive been oh-my-gawding to myself for the past half an hour!
wu chun is like HOT shit shitshit! like, bleddy hot damn shit lah.
im watching Romantic Princess and im like super mesmerized with his beau! maaaaaaan...
its like the first time i saw him in a cheryl's farenheit mags, i was already going gugugaga! And now, im like gugugaga x987987776!!!yay yay yay!

&& limewire is worrrrking!! another reason for celebration!
yay yay yay!!
simply means more chad michael murray and james lafferty from OTH! nananana!
so, i shant go out today and get hold of the computer. Except, okaay, i got physics tuition at 1230. purr. wish me luck!

theres one bloody fugly line on my knee. due to the plant yesterday which drop at my leg.
damn embarassing! and, damn painful. it hurts when i sweat or take a shower.
plus, parents away!

AISHAH x)

i made a huge mistake
i would have done the same

-.-

2008-01-03T18:37:00.000+08:00

school starts. sadddddddd.
im still in training mode to wake up at 6am now. GRRR:/
th teachers seems to like pressuring us early sec 4 now for us to strt revising.
i SWEAR. it seems like each and every techer tt enter LV 4/6(waah.. dah besar sehh!) will warnd us nt to sleep and strt revising early nw!
well thn,i shall try. but, i hope th battery will last year long and nt dead halfway!
and, my chemistry nds help. BUMMER. in my science, i sucks most in chemistry!
PLEASE.
cnt belief im in sec 4!! feel like im still in my retard years in sec 1. nt tt im nt retard anymore. still am. but sec 1 was like dammmmmmnnn.

ss was fun just nw.
obviously, nt because of mrs ong. Like duh.
th post it thing and marker thing makes it fun. haha.
ok. wasnt concentrating like 1/4 of th lesson.
AISHAH!
and malay lesson!!! my temu duga just nw simply sucks lah.
i swear if i did bring tt temuduga to a real temuduga to a pegawai MOE.
i wont get th teacher job hands dwn.
nt tt i realy despo for th teacher job lah.
but wat if i am? i nd practice. like a lotalot.

just nw after school traind to lot 1 with liana to meet karine because they want buy bks.
i dont want go hm so soon. so follow liana lah.
and was like super manymany people laah in popular. gasping for air!(ok. exaggerating.)
i wantd to buy smthng. bt thn money all at hm. so, never buy anything nice at all.
thn, karine and i was like threatening liana to teman us eat. which ended up, she gave in. HAH.
she watchd us eat!!
hahah. EVIL US!
thn, traind back hm.
skipping rope missing. GRRRR:/ i feel like smacking the ass of that person!

AISHAH x)

unshaven nissan car owner,
aaw, still nice

NEW POMPS.

2007-12-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

hullo human being in the world:)
i was flipping thru the mags in the library a few days ago. when i found, THIS.

so.... where did it went? to the toilet?

Nihoos, yesterday was half great. yes. its just half of the day.
In the morning there was promotion test!
idk theres promotion test lah. so, everybthing depends on my small little memory content! Plus, its been ages since i last went to NP! ive forgotten some of the commands and, the pledge was like ingat-ingat lupe. HISH.

GRRR:/

anyways, immediatly after np ends, udo calld me and askd me to meet her and my cousins at THIS FASHION Kranji. Of course i said yay lah. i knw id be early if i immediatly went just after she calld. so, i decided to have some small lunch with shidah and zubby at mac fist. hoho!
i was still eating when udo msgd me saying she arrived ready. YAY. just what i planned- to be late! haha.

And, it was so painfull to lookd at amalina shopping for prom dress. GRRR.
i never had a prom nite. After all, PEPS was too budget and sickening to held a prom nite. Arsehole! And, my leg was in pain too and i was running out of patience. Amalina was like super fickle-minded. From a dress, to a top with skirt, to a top with pants, to a cardigan with dress &&, the list continues! Not counting, the time spent to choose a bangle, necklace. BLAH. but, still, it was funnn!!

Around 3.30, we went to woodland centre to meet amai as she want to have lunch with us. And, we had a late lunch there. After eating, We walked around that area for awhile. Apparently, stuffs there are pretty reasonable prices.

there are some like adidas&puma*nike shoe. but, i wasnt sure it was ori or imitation. so, yea. Just ignore it! But, i bought a pump shoee!! YEEHAA. i was like yaynesss!! gagaweeee!! ive always wanted a new pump shoe! udo bought it for me as a present. THANKS:)
Around 5.10 mum called. she want me back home like immediatly because she already prepared the mixture for choc chips! GRR. i didnt even askd her to do it. But, oh well, i rushd home still! :D

the first choc chip cookie i ever made!! pic a bit screwd tho.

its your ego and pride which i dont understand

AISHAH x)

NESSA TAGGED

2007-12-17T12:31:00.000+08:00

hullo folks:) Nessa tagged me a few days ago. so, here is it!

-PART 1-
Favourite colour: orange, black, pink :)
Favourite Food: Nasi Ayam and mummy's cooking
Favourite Movie: The Game Plan
Favourite Sport: soccer, badminton
Favourite Day of the Week: Saturday :)
Favourite Season: AUTUMN with the beutifuuul flowers dropping!!
Favourite Ice Cream: im not choosy on ice cream ehh. anything :)

Currentlys...
Mood: sick and tired :(
Clothes: NP Pt pants and UG Kota Tinggi camp t-shirt
Desktop: Windows XP.
Time: 12.51 pm
Surroundings: in brothers room with handphone by my side and googling nice christmas song
Annoyances: Ramblings of getting married! GRRR.
Thoughts: I want go out todaaay:)

Firsts...
First Best Friend: Siti Aisyah. Havent met her for ages!!
First Crush: F*R**N. oooh man!
First Movie: Cant remember. I think Jurassic Park.
First Lie: idk. Decades ago i think. i think its about solat. sembahyang main-2. henx.
First Music: abc.

Lasts...
Last Drink: plain water
Last Car Ride: yesterday afternoon in abahs car.
Last Crush: _______
Last Phone Call: sheena.. it was on friday laa.
Last CD Played: HEROES series.

Have you ever...
Have you ever dated one of your best friend: Never laaaa.
Have you ever broken the law: DUH.
Have you ever been arrested: never ever.
Have you ever been on TV: yeshhh! haha:) In the news actually. Hahahah.
Have you ever kissed someone you dont know: never laa.

Random 5 things you are good at:
laughing, be calmed, disturbing, talking and singing in my room :)
4 things you've done today:
sleep, bath, jog, eat.
5 People to tag:
anyone will do:)

-PART 2-
Answer the following questions:

The person who tagged you is : Nessa :)
Your relationship with him/her is : Fren-fren-fren!!
Your impression of him/her : Giller2 and semangatism in Basketball. HAHA.
The most memorable thing he/she has done for you : Helping me bit-bit during Dikir barat. hahah.
If he/she becomes your lover, you will : Cannot laaa! shes attached! and im straight oookay!
If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she have to improve : Wth.
If he/she becomes your enemy, you will : I will talk to her and settle everything with her! YAY.
If he/she becomes your enemy the reason is : Dunno laaa.
Your overall impression of him/her : Cheerful, jiwang, sportaaay!
How do you think ppl ard you will think abt that person : Athletic and nice:)
The character you love yourself are : Cheerful, relax one corner attitude. HOHO.
On the contrary, the character you hate yourself : My lack of interests to coook.
The most ideal person you want to be is : Myself.
For ppl that care & likes you, say something to them :
Thank you for your care and concern and AISHAH lovves you people. IF i ever hurt your feelings, sorry people!

i want watch heroes. okaay bye:)

HOLIDAYS ARE WAY TO SHORT

2007-12-13T21:06:00.000+08:00

its been a week off the blog.
HEH. was pretty much out.
Monday outing was simply great and lovely! thanks to the 2 babes.
Step sister and friend! HOHO .)
&&, oh man! singapore loss to Thailand.
kinda expected it. But, yea.. sadsad. And, hassan sunny got yellow card. ohh dearie-dearie!
Wednesday Outing was fun laa. At first was a bit rocky, but, it end well except for errrrhem!!
HEHEH. (lagi sikit nak pecah lobang!!!)

i kicked off my study plan for 4 days! DAMND. im so slacking.
I BAKE.For the first time of my life!!!
YESTERDAY.
Choc chips from Kak Maya's Blog. HEH. copyright ah.
i upload the pics soon when i have the bluetooth thingy.
OH-EMM-GEEE.

okaaaay. BYE :)

Goodbye brotheeeeeeer :(

2007-12-06T19:56:00.001+08:00

i kept on backspacing the words i've typd. Just thought that it sounded too mushy. But, oh well, in simple words, im gonna miss abg shukri. Realy.

Ironic isnt it? When he is around i feel like asking him to go away. Shoo him off. Argue/fight with him 24/7. But, when hes gone, i want him to stay and play with me. That sounds wrong! But, yea. You smart, civillians people will know what i mean :) Human...Human.

Tekong looks like a resort from outside. hoho. ONLY from the outside. But, as you enter and listend thru experience. Its exactly the opposite! Little relaxing, no sight-seeings,Torturous. Ohh dear!dear! The food seems prettylazaaaaaat, only for today i think. And, The bag filld with equipments are like greaaaaat laaa. Got so a lot-alot-alot of nice things! I want the sweater. but i dont think he will give me. duh.

&&, im supposed to study. So shuttup people. i know!! But, im just soooooo, lazy to do. i know its a stupid reason. i promise i study next week!! tak belajar cannot come out kk?? PROMISE.

man... he will be back in 3 weeks time
i think..................

AISHAH x)

(((((((((((((((((((:

2007-12-03T14:02:00.000+08:00

helloo guys:)
the past week have been a japanese/korean drama delore! hahah.
i did absolutely nothing other than that. hahah! oh, other than going out with cousins to CSC. that was fun and CSC swimming pool is very nice lah! hehe.unfortunately, no pictures for CSC.
im going to pahang on 22 dec till 25 dec! One of my relative is getting married(: hahah.
Plus, punggol camp cancelld! Sadness. But, it just mean i can watch hana kimi! hahah

And, im getting closer with this adik sedare below, amalina. like, really. i feel shes a strong girl that need to bloom(paham-paham jelah)((not the physical waylah you horny people!! )). you cant stay this little girl! if you want togrow up and wants others to treat you like an adult, than be one! prove them. Prove them that you are not this little girl that needs frequent attention. Prove them that they can trust you walking alone when nobodys with you. Prove them that you are not afraid of dark anymore. After all, you ARE 12!

Kakak sendiri is not over the chapter in my life of blooming yet, but, abg shukri always say to me, "If you want others to respect you, you've got to respect others first." And now, im telling you amalina, make the right choice as you go to the new secondary school. i believe in you. i have hope on youuu kkkk?? and, you better prove to me! ((((((((((((((((((((:

***

i hate attention seeker. i dont get it. i was treating you fine. Why must you make a big fuss out of the littlest thing? do you feel good listening to a story which you have no idea the introduction and its conclusion? And, im stuck halfway. that attitude of yours suck! so, dont expect me to repect you THAT way lah. after ive given you privacy, you shut up. thats what you want right? idk. but, i dont want to be involvd. if you are the one that finding faults, why are you blaming the rest? takde problem, cari problem. im on the majority vote actually. But, its your problem so go solve it.Plus, currently, ive got no issues with you at all. But, please dont make it come to a point where i've lost every single respect for you and be mean. because, its going to be nasty for all 3 of us. or, perhaps 4? And, maybe, even 5.

_______________________________

aishah a bit garang ah todaaay!!?? Dont worry its only today (((((((((((((:
Plus, abg shukri going tekong this Thursday 6 dec!! OHH MANN!!
For national service lah.
im gonna miss him. this is the first time i said that to him! hahah. but, i really will.
i mean, he always makes me laugh, makes stupid jokes, always fight with me-which i enjoy sometimes, always helps me whenever i need him, always wrestle with me in balcony, always cook for us-ITS DELICIOUS LAAA! , always tell story, always talk to me and etc.etc.
im yaking as if he is going for some war lah! hahah. ALL THE BEST FOR TEKONG!
Go make the officer do extra work and tahan :)))

And, change topic! The new slipper which i bought!

oh yes its you and the partner

AISHAH x)

-

2007-11-26T21:11:00.000+08:00

my dad gonna kill me when he gets back. ^-^
GRRR/ i already spent like approx. 8 hours on the computer.
Minus, toilet breaks and stufflah.
sheesh. im supposed to study. CHEMISTRY!!!!!!!!!!
Plus, im going for this camp on .....hrm. i dunno the date.but yea, im going for some camp :)
ARGH. but, niways, i cant think now.
im just waiting for th mysoju to fast-fast download. its as slow as a 0.99088897733 small girl crawling.

min hyuk is cuter than YJ
charm makes me in lovee...

AISHAH x)

CUCUMBER

2007-11-24T21:24:00.000+08:00

OMG.
this is my third post of the day. i have officially broken the record.
sorry to both hidayah and jaysree for turning down the invitations for today!
Anyway, mom cookd something weird today. sayur jeganan,jagenan. or something.
never heard before. Since, shes getting better, she starts to eat more! hahah. YOU'RE BACK MOM!
min hyuk is cuter! Random.
i watched supernatural yesterday. &&, it was scary. i mean, being in the bridge of living or death. jensen( the real name of the cute guy)(urrgh. the older brother. i dunno his character name) was like living. walking. yet, nobody can see him. i wouldnt want to be in that state. Plus, worst part is! When he do actually recovers, he cant remember that he was between the death and living! Isnt it sad for such a handsome guy like him??

Nihoos, i actually did askd my mom when she was in the hospital and the doctor gave her some medication to sleep so that the surgeon could do the operation, whether if she was like in a jungle,tunnel,ocean,yaddayadda when she was *away*. Luckily, she said no. Thank gawd actually.

But, i do want to know anybody who have near death experience and remembers it! I mean, cool right? but, it'd be scary. hahah. Pls.
#Plus, i lookd forward to the sleepover tomorrow:)

escape off because the previous font sucks
AISHAH x)

A complete dream

2007-11-24T16:46:00.000+08:00

Mimpi yang sempurna - PETERPAN

Mungkinkah bila kubertanya pada bintang-bintang
Dan bila kumulai merasa bahasa kesunyian
Sadarkah aku yang berjalan dalam kehampaan
Terdiam terpana terbata semua dalam keraguan

Aku dan semua yang terluka karena kita

Aku kan menghilang dalam gelap malam
Lepas ku melayang
Biarlah kubertanya pada bintang-bintang
Tentang arti kita

Dalam mimpi yang sempurna
***

th song relates to th below post

AISHAH x)

You

2007-11-24T15:24:00.000+08:00

HELLO.

How easy friendship could be? Everybody come and go. touch and go. People always leave. And, i always stay. While some, tag-along to you so tight. Not letting go. Hope, someday you would stand on your own feet. Yet, You were so closed to me. unfortunately, i made mistakes. Or, shouldn't it be a "WE"? And, pride, egoistic and respect won over the right for us to stand for th friendship.
One thing i learnd that is constant in planet Earth is, Changes.
I know you for weeks. maybe, even days.sure, was fun. but, each time i think of you, theres no face to go along with the body.i just remember the dimple tho
i don't understand this. sometimes, it feels great. Well, but, at times, it just sucks big time. Plus, all th short conversations and things we should do. You see my choice of words, its more of a hope or supposed-to rather than already done or, past tense. A lot of people are great at that huh?( giving hope, yet, never accomplished what they promised)) Especially, adults. But, not this time.

And, some people lie- to make life spicier, interesting they say. And, its true. Reality, facts and truth are kinda boring. Some parts are true. But, its just that, some are too impossible. You gonna be a good writer one day. A dramatic one. hahah. That's if you kept on striving and not be a quitter.
And, i shall cry when i feel like. We are kids after all. Why should we held it back? May i say, i miss us. stupidly. But, i know this would happend if anything happend.
And, of course the other us. Where are they now? Where are WE now?
I HOPE YOU would understand but, dummy, you cant. chicken brain:)

escape to the story of engine,takuya kimura
so far, yet so close to me. Thanks :)

AISHAH X)

THE GAME PLAN :)

2007-11-22T16:17:00.000+08:00

hey dear fellow bloggers :)
yesterday was my first day out since my mom left the hospital.
and, kinda fun. Just that fazilah cheat my feelings.
dont fren her*_*
i went out with zubaidah and supposedly, fazilah. GRRR.
anyway, we went to orchard cineleisure.
&, The Game Plan by the ROCK was great:)
hahah. Damn funny, comical, hilarious! Must watch it!!
its a very family movie. hahah. And, wasted our money on the popcorn.
We only ate like half of it lah please! &&, its not hot! haiyooooo!
SO, can we pleassseeeeee ask for refund??

After the movie, we searchd for orchard national library which, CANT be found.
GRRR :/ i wanted to act as some tourist looking for national library. but, still, they give me different directions! We walked, walked, walked, walked on the drizzling day, umbrella-less, skirt getting wet ready! AND, we saw far east plaza! yay.

Nihoos, i wanted to buy casual slipper. Find the one that i want there. YAYNESS.hahah.
for, 19.90$. the purplish one seems pretty nice, but black suits with evrything:)
After the tiny-winy shopp, KFC seems to be a reasonable place for lunch.
BUT, unfortunately, hahahaha. Zubaidah meltz got hair!! hahah.
A strand of hair! A hair of an unknown, maybe HE/SHE is like damn olddd, with white hair, never shampoo his/her hair! Maybe, even got kutu or dandruff. Blah. Lets rubb it in!!
tsk. evil aishah! haha.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE x 8776866877
but, we asked for change. DUHlah- FOR FREE:)
the person never even check whether if, we were lying or playing hanky-panky!
then, we head home:)

And, worst thing that happen yesterday! my phone almost get spoilt yesterday!!
i put my pepsi in my bag. &&, apparently, tertumpah at my baglah!!
And, my handphone was in it. so, damn! ITS WET! And spoilt.
i almost want to cry when it did not work!
but, brothers ask me to dry it. AND... it works ((((((((((((((((:
YAYNESSS! mp3 also partly not working. but still, hear-able. hahah.

and, this are all some pictures which ive taken over the last few days. some was taken weeeeeeeks ago. hahah :)syed azmir:)
he again,
didicazli
imran ajmain

: this was all taken in some Hari Raya Concert which i went with parents:)

: Taken when i went out shopping with liana :/

LESSON learnt: NEVER. PUT. WATER. IN. YOUR. BAG!!!!

AISHAH

Moms Back.

2007-11-17T19:07:00.000+08:00

i just had a good-good nap. for 3 hours!
&& i think, i cant sleep at night. Thats okey! thats the later part of the night :)
i woke up like around 8 plusplus.hahah. after dad like 3 times come to my room and tried to wake me up. HAHAH! My nenek willl alwaaaaaaaaaaaays x98498984487887 say, " anak dare macam mane ni?? bangun lambat-lambat." &&, i would roll my eyes *grin*.
-anak dara sounds like soooooooo, matured.ready to get married of something. EEUW.

yesterday, was indeed the first night since last week where i did not cry to sleep. Hence, can i please sleep a little longer?? But, yea. i was excited in the morning!!! hahah. to go to Kandang Kerbau(( KK hospital)) to pick my mum up. YAYNESSS!! i wanted to go with abg uni. but, he was doing something for my dad. so, go with abg shukri instead :))! and, i wanted to buy MANJA :D
because....
firstly, got my husband, taufik batisah. secondly, got sleeq. HAHAH. and finally bought it and read it while on my long bus 66 ride. After that got headache. Motion sickness. Stupidlah.

Now, mom can walk. Not, normal rate. but yea, can walk slowly. she kept on holding her stomach. but, yea. its painful. worst than giving birth she says. and she cant carry heavy stuff. And, no heavy housework for her which lies the whole chores in the hands of me and my brother :) And, dad is throwing tantrum at me and my brothers. i dont like it. ALL of us are tired. hmph. But, anyway, thanks you guys for the support. Really appreciate it!

Downloading FULL HOUSE on mysoju. and, its as slow as a 988979787 year old woman running.
Rain is hawt-hawt-hawt like a papaya!!

And you, why haven't you at least messaged me? Thru my most difficult time, and you were obviously not there. excuses. All words, no actions. Damn, excuses. But, AGAIN, working, i guess??

AISHAH x)

Why? And who?

2007-11-14T22:43:00.000+08:00

i almost felt like crying when i saw mom being brought to the lift.

she looked so pale,sick,tired and, more words which i simply cannot describe.

but, duhly. i cant cry.

im faking to take this strongly.

its just not right-to cry i meant.

in front of her esp.

i should be encouraging her and not make her feel insecure towards her current state.

And, due to that So important fact, i shalll be a strong human being and survive a few more days of not seeing my mom at home when i come back from schoool.

not being able to hug, kiss, squash her face, eat her dishes, hear her nags, loooking for her white hair. and just by blogging it could make tear drops.

i cry and pray to ALLAH to please makes this route an easy route for her.

ive done lots of sins to her. and, i miss everything.

i want a shoulder.

i need a shoulder.

And, ive been irritated by these two woman.

please. im tired. and, i have no time to hear your rants.

layankan karenah and perangai korang- its so pissful.

both of you are dearr to me. but i have my own stuff tooo.

FYI.

AISHAH x)

Everything came together and done.

2007-11-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

This week.
hash. lets just say, it was whole of rollercoaster.
i kept on telling myself,
"NO AISHAH!! you cant break down!! GOGOGO!!!& never give up!!"
well,i was going thru fine on my own.
and till the end, i broke down.
but, i knew its going to be over soon and no point giving up now.
and yeehaa! i did it. maybe, not successfull but at least, i pull it through.
with help of friends of course:D
&, family.
firstly, theres NPCC.
secondly, Hospital.
thirdly, dikir barat (( which ended up, i did not perform.AS, my class outing was the same day as the perfromance night!! bummer! i was tooooooo tired to perform that night))
fourthly, of course, class outing.

and i would like to apologise to NPCC for pulling myself out from the mass/fancy drill.
i have family needs which i need to attend to la. sorry!

&& class outing turned out to be pretty fun! haha. although 12 people or something. but yea, it was pretty fine and fun :D haha.
except for any unfortunate event. ______ - hey, dont feel bad k? accidents. we never knew when it happend and why and how. its ok! get well soon dear!!
AND, it was SHILING bday!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY girl!
and, thanks for helping me at the eleventh hour! hehe :)))))))))))))
AND, the pictures:D,

dk practice. sorry ah not clear. a bit screwd. its wirda and begum by the way.
future paluan people! haha. ahmad's family :D
sheena, me, shiling-aling-aling!

BIRTHDAY GIRL KANA BURIED. best thing: she dig her own hole! HAPPILY AND willingly.
zahidah, zubaidah and me at woodlands library. a bit sick ah zubbydubby??zub, takde keje eh? haha.
me and zahidah gilerr!!
and, the boys at our outing:)
i was eating. and it was raining. &&, it was windy too. so, i have this umbrella tucked on my armpit. haha. in the end, it flew away. but, we managed to catch it back. hahas.
And, we went swimming,cycling, rollerblading, eating, drinking, burying.-
THANKS to those people who bothored to come. Really appreciate it :)

AISHAH x)

RANDOM

2007-11-03T21:18:00.001+08:00

new skinness:D
anyway, this is some random stuff i found in internet.
like uber random!
nyahaha.

Which Disney Villain Are You?
	You are Captain Hook. The crusher of dreams. You are Disney's one and only funny villain. But don't discredit the evilness that is Captain Hook. You do your part in scaring little children and teaching a generation of adults to yearn for childhood again. Cuz hey, you just want to fly too.
Find Your Character @ BrainFall.com

kind of cute and other quizzes too:D

iHATEchanges

AISHAH x)

BOOKS DELORE :D

2007-11-02T23:31:00.000+08:00

i bought GOSSIP GIRL book in a second hand bookstore!!!
YAYNESS :)))))))))))))))))))))
for 11 bucks!!
cheap right?? and the book like in good tiptop condition :D
had second thought at first. but after thinking, nah.. its worth it.
i can return the book and get back my 7.50$. can at least buy Starbucks drink!
ok maybe not total price. 3/4??
anyway, i wanted to read it while reena or issit neesa that borrowed it from NLB.
( cant remember who borrow it because such an INTERESTING book was passed around the girls in the class :))
but, notti gf return it after i started reading the first chapter!!!
which is all bouncy and sexayy introduction.
and hence, i bought it so that i can finish the whole book.YAY.

im super pissed off with _____.
its like i can no longer talk to _____.
is it just me or what?
its like you act like some cold person with me.
&& not with others.
at times, im even afraid,frail of you.
idk why.
I mean, everybody makes mistake.
but its like now, i feel that i know you from the outside and not AT ALL in the inside.
and i hate this feeling.
and i just get pissed and fed up when i know none.
shit feelingla.
and thats why i hate ___________.
im lost then.

AISHAH x)

OVER AND DONE :D

2007-11-01T20:32:00.000+08:00

i didnt come to school today *_*
i overslept.
ok.i lied :/
Yes. i overslept.
but, i planned it. i purposely didnt switch on the alarm.
idk why. i just dont feel like going to school.
and mom &dad wasnt making a big fuss out of it!
so,stayed at home and woke up at 10.20!!
&& where were you guys during that time in school??
RECESS TIME! and i just woke up :))))))))))))))))))))))))))00
i knw im going to like lose out in physics,chem and i think maths.
but, impossible is nothing! i shall try to get everything in my brain by tmr :)
i Hope.
YAY.

anyway, malayOs yesterday :(
my surat was vokay. But, i fogot put
Tuan/Puan.
so yea.. squeeze it somewhere. hah!
but my karangan, i think i screwd second part of karangan.
first intro was all interesting &fine.
come to the body, screw it tiny winy. hmph.
paper 2 was fine.
its just that question 11, i think. its like i wrote the answer and cancel it.
i kept on cancelling it and write another sentence.
basically, a lot of cancellingla!
& i remember cikgu nor said that-
"Marking this o level is all about psychology. So, awak kenelah main dengan psychology orang yang mark kertas awk tu."
so, bcoz of that, i decided to cancel the whole chunk of cancellation-mess.
&& wrote above it-
' Untuk jawapan nombor 11, sila rujuk di bawah jawapan nombor 13. TERIMA KASIH! '
Yes. i wrote that.
i bet the teacher will be like
"EH!EH! BUDAK NI! SUSAHKAN DIRI AKU JE!"
but, hey, at least i have the courtesy to say THANK YOU!
HAH.

&& the tuesday night,
i was like pestering my abgs to give kata-kata berbunga, peribahasa tiptop.
i did study alright!
abg ri was like mad at me :p
haha. he has history alevel paper the next day.
&& apparently, im disturbing his supposedly-early-sleep-so-that-he-could-concentrate-the-next-day-for-history-paper sleep.
BUMMER!
but he, being a nice,kind,caring,loving((all...."AHEM!")) big brother helped his only LITTLE sister! nyehaha.
Check out the words that he gave me!!

Salafiah > org bijak pandai (super smart people)
keringat > peluh (sweat)
bayan > expert in a certain area.

& peribahase,

Cari rambut dalam tepung,
tepung jangan berselerak. rambut jangan putus.
you know, it still sounds quite reasonable in malay. though, doesnt make sense.
AT ALL!
look at the english version. FUNNAY.

searching for hair in powder,
powder cannot be messy, hair cannot split -wth? i knw!
this idiom basically means,in a very complicated situation,the only way to solve the problem is through the best solution.&, may i include a D-U-H? *roll eyes*

and. the best word that he gave me,
WELSTANSCHAUUNG.

sounds like some greek,italian or france word.
its german.
mouthful isnt it?
well, it basically means-
Persekitaran or, english terms, environment.
i didnt use this on my essay.
unfortunately.
could have gotten like A1 straight for using a chim word. WOW!
i wish :D

AISHAH x)

YAY :D

2007-10-25T22:16:00.000+08:00

HEY! :D

school was pretty great today.

YAY.

well. we went to Ngee Ann Poly just now for some course-looking thingy.

which was kinda furn!!! haha. idk.

maybe im just in a good mood :))))))))))))))))))))))))

firstly,we had this overall overview about NP.

then we were sent to respective courses that we had plan to take. mine was ACCOUNTING at school of bussiness =D

haha. The people there were OHH-so friendly, fun, happy, smiling, laughing:), and hyper!!!

especially!! especially, this one early childhood kakak. haha. damn hyper!!!

after that,back in school, we had dikir barat =D

&&, thats our last training!

URGH. i hope we would do well tmr!

PERFORMANCE DAY yaw!

GO DIKIR HELANG! haha.. right..........

eagle?? helang?? get it? :D

i think the whole planning thing wasnt really successful. but, we manage to go round with it and solve the problem :)

YAY!

JIA YOU PEOPLE!!

&& i have malay Os prelim tmr.but, im not studying.

idk why i never study.

i cant. idk why.

BUT. STILL.

im in a V.good MOOD :D

if cikgu nor,khamilia or any of the teachers are reading this, i swear they will kill me!

Aa few minutes ago:

ABANGs make me laugh so badly just now.haha.

its good to have brothers.

HOVER YOUR MOUSE HERE.

AISHAH x)

BUMMER SHORTCUT!

2007-10-22T22:27:00.000+08:00

helo yaw!
its been a really nice day today :)
do not want to get affected by whatever you say.
RANDOMLY i should add.
so i shall be a good girl &&
NODS.

&& my phone is so noisy. with its,unbearable ringtone when theres a message!
SO irritating.
i CAN switch off the message ringtone.
but, you see, friends like farisa have been scolding me for not replying or answering the call!
so, that is the only and only ringtone!
which by the way, DAMN irritating.
should let you hear it one day sia!
BUMMER.
& of course, its black and white coR(L)our.
& also, the noise it makes on the keypad as i messaged-The whole world would know im messaging!

***EDITED***
accidentally press the shortcut "save" or "print". i dunno.
kite belom abis blog.dier dah memandai published
TSK.

//

so.. yea.where was i?
OH YA. the PATHETIC phone!!
you know what i hope!
i hopekan.... i shalll tell you my plan and with the hope skali!!! dengar la!
so,this few days, ive been messaging a LOT in the car on the way to school.
so,ya.
in the morning,in the car,theres only me and abah :)
father-daughter.aaaw.how sweet??
anyways, if my phone makes so much noise because of the blardy keypad as i SMS-ed, it could drive my father mad.
because early-2 morning.
VERY-VERY quiet. we dont really talk LOOOOOOOOOOONG conversations in the car you see!
so, loud keypad noises makes noise pollution.
WHICH SHOWS WHAT????
which shows that the more i talk or message in the car,he would get irritated by the noise.
& so, i hope he would compare it to newer phones.
WHICH! obviously, makes less noise!!!!!
&&&& SO, tadaa!!!
he would grant me with a new HANDPHONE!!
WALLLLLLLAHHH!
u see my plan???!???!
(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((:
i hope it works. i really hope it does :)
pray real hard!!

&, i got 61. for english.
&, 62 for MALAY.
wtf? i know. shuttup.
that bitch la.
URGH!
honestly you know, i think i did pretty well.
but B4 babe!
for melayu lagi!
bikin malu je jadi anak melayu sejati!!
& whens my mock exam? so near. i know.
yet im clueless.
PFFT.

yes!! movies and fines tomorrow*winks* !!!

AISHAH x)

VULNERABLE results.

2007-10-17T17:43:00.000+08:00

exam results are out.
I DONT LIKE CHEMISTRY!!!
bummer. pulls all my marks down!(i mean, my combi science.)
pantat lobang!! _________________(fill in tha blanks)-vulgar if possible-

*FYI.dis is not pin-pointed(not sure of the existence of the word in cambridge dictionary), to chem. but overall EOY:)

Overall percentage per subjects for EOY kay!

A MATHS((STARR paper)) -
30 %

EMATHS-
50% (right on the dot.)

*CHEMISTRY(science)-
36%

*BIOLOGY(science)-
75%

TOTAL FOR COMBI SCIENCE-

*+*= 56%
(thank my bio!) lovv arulchandran for that.)

PHYSICS-
52%

COMBINE HUMANITIES(ss/history)-

60%

malay and english MARKS are still unknown.2 languages man! HURH!
&& as u can see from my result, all like c5 and c6. BUMMER!

my mom was dissapointed.D-U-H.

but, my dad. surprisingly, wasnt really like,you know, making a big fuss out of it.
and, i failed my a maths. i know u know.

despite everything, i thank GAWD i get 2 digit above 25. YAY!

alhamdullilah.)

im so glad exams are over! and yea.enjoying life. haha..

but im so damn excited for the results la. haha..

&& lets hack studies for awhile.

HARI RAYA!

I wish i had photos. but my camera die on me(urr.. US.)

so,pathethically, no picchas!but, hari raya dis year wasnt as fun as previous years. hmph.

***

&& you blardy mother f*cker! i know u hate me.

then wad, you think i adore you ah?

*puik!* la basket!

how obvious ah mangkuk?

(nasib baik la dabis bulan puase. aku nk kutuk kau pon tk rase takot sangat! TKDE OTAK NER manusia.!bikin org yang seHAPPY-giler aku ni marah je!)

dun 2 face ah bastard!

straight to me la

go tell other people who are not invovle for wad? got problem say la pantat lobang!

at least, i happy-2, notti-2 oso got give support && contributions right BLARDY hell.

since last year la bodo i know ready. see how u treat me ah.

but, i remain silence becoz i somewhat respect you.

tapi, org kasi muker , die lompat-2 atas kepale!

so. u better shuttup and dun act as if you are one big bugger!! i dun even know what i did to you eh. if you are THAT good. fine. be all you want.

u and the other arse hole put in 1 boat go travel far away.(sounds so minah-ish. but i dun frigging care becoz that stupid HE make me pissed off.)

hate me hate la. dont need spread right. dont need tell people who dont even know fucking thing about me right? BLARDY BUGGER ARSEHOLE.

both of you ah, if both of you think that you are so good, go control la!

ARSE HOLE!

________________***______________

lets end with a happy note!

MOVIES ANYONE?

AISHAH x)

1st Syawal :D

2007-10-13T01:31:00.000+08:00

WISHING ALL MUSLIMS, ALL OVER THE WORLD,
SLAMAT HARI RAYE!

FEEL THA hari raya vibe!

2007-10-11T17:58:00.000+08:00

PULANGLAH by AISHAH.( no.not me.)

...Sayang
Di hari yang mulia ini
Ku pohon keampunan
Hanya satu yang ku pinta
Pulanglah... )

Termenung ku sendiri
Memendam rindu tidak menentu
Kasih suci murni yang kita bina
Hapus hancur oleh kata fitnah

Di pagi hari raya
Hati sayu mengenang dirimu
Mudahnya kau menggantikan diriku
Seolah cintaku tak berharga

( korus )
Apakah suratan
Aidilfitri satu titik akhir
Sekian lama bercinta
Kau tiada di hari mulia

Keampunan ku pohon
Sekiranya aku yang berdosa
Pulanglah ku merindui mu sayang
Ku menanti dengan hati rela ( jiwa raga )

( ulang dari korus )

Pulanglah kepangkuan ku oh... sayang
Ku menunggu mu di hari raya

***
SOMEBODY PLEASE TELL ME WHERE TO FIND MY GIRL!!!!!
ITS DRIVING ME NUTS!

EXAMS && skipping it.:D

2007-10-11T16:04:00.000+08:00

HEY!
exams are over. THANK GAWD!
lets give a summary for all the subjects aye!

``MALAY__Lets just say i screw my karangan and peribahase. i dunno wad frigging thing to write for peribahase :(

``ENGLISH__i screwd my compre. Didnt understand the passage A. Bummer. But compo was a breeze! hee! && i luv shiling for that!! almost wanted to kiss herrr!!! hahaha... she let me read her Model Essay Answer book! && u know.. i was just randomly flipping the pages... and i read random topics. &&& WAHLLA!! 2 essays that i read was actualli one of the topics! HOW LUCKY!

``BIO___ screw it too. not much facts in my head i guess. URGH!

``SOCIAL STUDIES__ i love humanities you know! it was do-able!

``MATHS__ i prefer paper 1 than paper 2. i hope i could get like at least 60 plus. I HOPE.

``CHEM__lets just say... i leave it in the hands of ALLAH :)

``HISTORY__ah! i hope the way chegu kamilia mark is very similar to the way ms halimah mark. PLS la!!

``PHYSICS__err..

``A MATHS__ at least a 2 digit above 25. PLS.

&& as exams ended. mendaki ended too. this year class was more of a bonded class compared to years back. pictures taken by hadi and shahidah:D given to me by witri.
thanks guys :D

with our form-teacher. ms nura.
the ladies!i wish next year same class again sey!
***
EXAMS over. but raya coming in like 2 days time. cant wait for the collection! hee!
:D
does anybody know where to watch my girl-korean drama other than in youtube?
pls tell me!

AISHAH x)

1 LEFT

2007-10-05T22:12:00.001+08:00

after gazillion days, im updating.
//WISH ME luck for a maths. PLEASE!!

AISHAH x)

ZUBBY

2007-09-15T00:55:00.000+08:00

ZUBBY DUBBY 'S tagged:D hah. and apparently, shidah's too.
but NO. im not going to do 20! 10 is so more than enough. HAH!

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[]]]]]]]]]
Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about themselves.
People who get tagged must write in their blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.
At the end of it, you must choose six people and list out their names. And no tagging me back.WAKAKA!!

1) Biting my fingernails. sometimes, i dont even feel that im biting it.

2) Drawing hearts,crowns,smily faces,twirls,butterflies && more on notes and at times, exam pprs too!

3) I write my name everywhere. repeatedly in papers. theres one time, Lizhi said,"Eh. why you write your names so many times?? Like your name so much ahh??"realy.

4) Dringking tea makes me poo. No more teabags pls! Nice smell tho ((((((((((((((((((:

5) I cant sulk. laughing gas all over. My cries dont last long! Bt, when i do cry. i really mean it.

6) BURP!

7) Tickling other peoples ear which irritates the hack out of them makes me feel so good and better! HAH! evil AISHAH!

8) I find the aunties and makciks conversation amusing. haha. adorable arent they? CUTE!

9) My first impression of people is their leg. NOTE! not feet. but LEGS. hah! shaven or not shaven.. hehe.. "omgee. zubby!!! budak gelap!!! eeeeee!!"

10) I enjoy plucking my moms white hair. like, seriously!

PERSON I TAGGED:
Those people who are dead bored and free as a cucumber, DO THIS :D

AISHAH x)

GASPED

2007-09-14T22:46:00.000+08:00

GASPED.
exams is soo coming in like 2 weeks time!
OOMgeeee!
WHY so near? i wish its still the hols man.
and its the fasting month!
So fun yet so tiring.
-Slmt menyambut bulan ramadhan! must puase or else cannot raye! && this month must do extra solats. haha. then more pahale.
* girls cannot touch boys. Boys cannot touch girls.* really meh? i seriously thought its ok to touch boys in this holy month.
SHIT. now i feel guilty after the word holy.
HOLY is like a super respectable and religous word la! okok. no touching-touching!

&&alot of things have happened since the last update.
1) quite an obvious, HOLS ended. i think gazilllion months ago.

2) tuesday- slack day. A lot of teachers wasnt in school. was quite a nice thing. *KEBEBASAN UNTUK BERNAFAS*
chehhwahh! erhemm.
we just forgot abt the exams and had fun and talk-talk-talk. haha.
in afternoon play truth or dare. DAMN fun! haha.. gt one relief/relieve(i dunno which is the spelling) teacher looks like a pervert and malaysian(a guy malay teacher). ayyo.
&& we make sheena ask him whether his a malaysian. hahaha.. whoa. the introduction damn romantic ah??hehe... and nessa was supposed to dance UMBRELLA song. ish-3 never dance ah? notti-2!
i couldnt complete my dare. Henx. so paisey laa!! later he thought i want to ask him out! eeee.. dont need la. malu tau!

3) afternoon naps is a MUST these days. ill sleep in the afternoon, so i can sleep at night for less than 3 hrs. & next day, wide awake!

4) The CIP st sembawang beach wasnt all that so tiring after all. PONCHOS are so HAWT & it gives me the feeling of the horror movie, " I KNOW WHAT YOU DID LAST SUMMER! "
haha.. but one incident in the bus really makes me think that i should take care of myself better. wouldnt want to show it to random people right????
had tuition after that.luckily, after the incident, no grudges.
I HOPE.

5) Cikgu khamilia is nice to give us the CD. &&, if its true kan cikgu, dont forget us! haha!

6) EYE oral was great. except for the second question. i screw it man! GAWD. lucky it was MS pearlyn lim and not some evil teacher like mr ng. i looked at her and was like" shit. wad to say next. AYYO!" But she was kind to just nod and smile thru out the oral. altho i dunno her.
i still love her.

7) as i said earlier, its the fasting month. i know i sound like a kid. but i cant wait to pakai baju rayee!!!

8) NO NP today. but, supposedly, theres np tmr. but i got to go for mendaki. all the best for the SERVICE day!

9) A-fasting-together thing tomorrow with school mates. all are kecoh-ing what to wear. ESP.fazilah! haha. laugh my ass out with you just now. haha..damn cute!

10) mutton to midnight is rocking my midnght.DUH? sounds dumb but hack.

11) MALAY Os prelim next wednesday! theres zilche peribahase in my head. SOOOOO gonna screw it! && absentees is trying to help. So we shall not be ~~MEAN asses~~ && appreciate her gestures.

12) Mr Tan,Mrs Chiew,Mr Arulchandran have finished syllabus! so.. yay. preparation. Mr Mahesan finishing too. i think. i am so feeling the vibe now.Exam vibe i meant. && finally, an english teacher that teaches ENGLISH!-MR Patrick(life saviour.i hope)

13) Naked Fish Express-cheese yet spicy.(( what a name! so cool right?? ))

14) Terawih.-downgrade to 8 from 20. as we become older,more commitments. ((hah! ya rite!!))
15) lastly, talk of the class. haha. vanessaHUDGENS appear nude. erm. you state your stand. haha. not to be discussed here. HAH!
*** MY post sounds uber china && singlish. usha will be mad with me if she knows about this!

LABELS: Afternoon naps, Nescafe && Mutton to Midnight: My new BEST friends:D
&& youre forgiven :)

AISHAH x)

WEEKEND TRIP

2007-09-02T21:35:00.000+08:00

ok. ive always wanted to call the picture on the post on FRIDAY AUGUST 21st as,
the SEXY BACK PHOTO!
haha.random

***

i realise one thing.
going to malaysia is the same as "wishing to gain weight".
*gasp*
yupyup :)
LESSON LEARNT: never go to malaysia on diet!
ohh! maybe i just simply love local foods! Except of course, hygiene,ehem.

TOP PRIORITY!!
anwyays, this trip wasnt half as fun as the kuantan trip earlier.
as no(zilche!cousins who are so not very close to me) BODY to talk to.hmph.
except that, WE WENT SHOPPING!
yayness! i know!!
finally bought baju raye. hehe.. not all traditional anymore huh this year?
black the colour!

"black makes me look thin & green makes you look fat!"-KABHI KUSHI KABHI GAHM.(or, issit gham? nvm.)

&& wanted to buy blue top tube. but mother was so against it. but, you see, grandmother was fine with it though. weird. i know.
ended up buying a blue top but not what i dreamed of.
but, hey! thats fine :)
&& i love long car rides.
along with my spongebob soft toy and shocking-pink sweater i looked out of the car window and enjoy the pitter-patter of the rain against my father's car and, tall coconut trees or landslides.
back to the roots i guess. Nice to look at. but, not so nice afterall to "be" at. hehe.

although its the hols, its not perfect. cramped with tuition &mugging &hmwk.
one word: ~~CRAP.~~
&of course, extra lessons.
library anyone?
desperate for books to save me from 24 hr of mugging! HELP.
&& ONE TREE HIILL!!
i need that!
why cant i download it anymore??
WHY!?hish.
98973478374837837 blogskin of the year.
craap. if i dont change it in a matter of lets see.. a week, then it will stay till END OF THE YEAR examinations. Promise.

you wont fall in love now because its exam period.
theres a significant difference between you CANT and WONT.
cant means, totally CANNOT.foolstop.period.
however, wont means, you CAN,but you dont want to for some purposes!
&& exam & no heart affairs please! not to anyone,but to myself.
BUT, hey. thought of changing your name.
your nickname sounds so surreal. lets change it to more erhhmm.. real.
&amp;amp;amp;& no, its not khairul amri.
releasing it to YOU soon. hahaha..
dunno why also been that way! WHY?

primary school mates who have been asking, been a lil bit busy you see!

maths and chem lesson tommorrow.LOST

LOST ON 5.

haha. lame. lost on chem i mean. frigging lost. map anyone?

AISHAH x)

:) YAYNESS

2007-08-31T22:22:00.000+08:00

OooMGEEE!
We did it!YAY! after gazillion practices i think. the dikir barat performance was very very urhh... BEST guys! YAY! i dont even care if you call me bias.

OHH! IM SO GONNA MISS DIKIR PRACTICES && MEETINGS! ahh..

tho we argued,misunderstandings,

HEY! we pull it through :))) OMGEE!

thank YOU for supporting us, as i said, without u guys, there will be no performance!

GAZILLION cheers for you out there :D

&&,to the friends that i have made by this dikir barat trainings,

"i shall say hi and smile to you guys at school!;)"

promise.hehe.

&& the audience enjoyed it!! haha. wowness and yayness are all over me today!

i saw the smile and laughters that they shown, which just simply wipe away my tiredness, last-minute-backstage-rush, sweat.

A satisfactory smile across my face: I havent wasted my time discussing dikir barat till late evenings for a few weeks?? :D

once again,ok,last time kay?

YAY!!!!

okok. in the morning, we had some walking going on around the school neighbourhood(i dunno wads the activity name is). hehe damn fun!was like toking craap with zubby-dubby!I LOVE HER!

Haha:) zub, aku tau. ko pon syg aku!hahaha...

we played cocok-cocok and she was happier then the day before, so YAY!haha...

reena,liana,zahidah &nessa was with us at first. but, zubbydubby and me walked faster then left them. hahaha... evil us.

but they managed to catch up with us! haha.

(pasalkan..ade org tengah main primary school nyer game depan kiter.)

"SO" INTERESTING :p.

after that walk, we had interaction time with our teachers for a half an hour. it wasnt a successful interaction time, because, no teacher was there. yup. shud i say....Pathetic? ended up setting the dikir performance items.

next, TEACHERS DAY CONCERT!

clap-clap for everyone that performed!hehe

i had fun with the dk gang! YAY!

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!

after performance, we had phototaking and celebrate with cikgu kamilia for a tiny-winy while.

right after that, me,farisa,sheena & begum head off to begums house to change so we could head off to somewhere FAAAARRRR!haha. random.

we did some stuff at begums house!

&, after about an hour++ we head off to MARINA square:D

ate at long john and we head of window shoppinggg!

farisa had to went off. urh.. hmph.

while saying goodbye to farisa,sadly, i was scracthing my eyes. ended up my eyeliner was badly smudged! hehe.

we went to toilet and took some pictures in a "disabled cubicle". haha.. misusing. shuttup.

3 girls in a cubicle ah? hornyhornyhonrny!

damn fun taking pictures.

we continued window shopping-ing.

then we started this stupid conversation,

why does giordano called giordano?

and why does bossini called bossini?

"boss! SINI!" haha.. ok. lame.shuttup.

retard people. nonsense only!

&& after the long mrt ride, it was back to home sweet home:)

Away to KL tmr.back on sunday :)

BON VOYAGE TO DAYAH! haha.. TAKE CARE! SAFE TRIP IN NEPAL yea??

((((((((((((((((((((((((((:

(ohh ya! thanks for editting my so-ahdorable hair piccha ah?)

{the picture for todays post:) heeheehee}

LOVE YA!

AISHAH x)

DIKIR ____almost done!

2007-08-28T22:18:00.000+08:00

heylow:)
ive typed some stuff.
but dont feel like blogging it.
so,i backspaced it yet again.
3 more days dikir people!!
YOU CAN DO IT!! go people:D

AISHAH X)
walfare:wants any tchers day party?

Everybody knows

2007-08-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO.
Do you ever feel like you feel guilty for reasons your not sure of.
However you just feel it and you get angry, irritated, frustated..
With who? I dunno.

Perhaps, its yourself.
Or perhaps, its the one that makes you feel guilty.
Which simply makes you feel: Confused.
So, by releasing the anger and ending your confusion,
You started to throw tantrums to other people who you are closer with. Those people that are you are more comfortable with. Those people that have been there for you through thick and thins. Which by the way, arent at fault at all.
And for that, i have only one word to say, SORRY.
Thousand of apologies.
to those who i have hurt or dissapointed

again, sorry.

This week have been a really roller coaster week.
in terms of family, friends, studies, maths, dikir. && fastings.
i dunno how long have i not touch my maths txtbk.
seriously. 3 days? 4 days? i feel so guilty. and fucked up.
my maths is already so screwd. at least improving abit since rachel come to my life. but now, its just starting to go down hill again i see. what happen aishah?

&& mates whom i have dissapoint or reprimand, sorry.
farisa, thanks for everything,listening esp and the wise words you always say to me. i do appreciate that you know! & maaf for everything that i have done. aku tau aku bnyk do wrongs with you but hey, forgive me and been busy this week to tell you stuff that i shud have told you. Apologies.

sheena,raj, rahman, im sorry to throw the tantrums and frustrations on you guys on monday morning. i was just really irritated,agitated and frustrated because i just get to know about it and all. so sorry guys. but thanks anyways.
and to chairman.sorry for shooting evrything on your birthday.
zubbydubby. thank you for making me laugh and talk always! hehe:)

fazila. thank you for talking to me on the phone just now. reaally appreciate it:)

to the dikir people that was "disturbed" by the monday training, thousand of apologies & we do need your support because without you guys, theres no performance. &&, we appreciate your help but never stressed yourself up please because of the performance ohkays?

*mlm nnti, sembahyang hajat kay?* random.3HML if you understand, yay. if not, you blurr people! and walaupon aku slow dlm menghafal ragam*kwangkwangkwang*, lets have faith on each other :D

To my dearest,cutest, "ohh-so-adohrable" ayyub, hes the one who have been taking all my 360-degree pinches and anger due to my frustrations. i think hes the worst victim. because he irritates me when firstly, im fasting. secondly, im fuckly stressed up! thirdly, i just came back from school. So heard that? never irritates me when u see me having T_T llook. kakak nak mintak maaf! & now, dont YOU give me that angry look!

To others not mention, apologies too.

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAK! LOVE YA ALWAYS!

With love,

AISHAH x)

ONE OF THE HURDLE

2007-08-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

heylos:D ok.

ANNOUNCEMENT: IGNORE THE POST BELOW OHKAYS?
much appreciated,
THANK YOU :)

well. i had A maths test yesterday. and yet again, i failed.
i mean, i NEVER studied like crazy for A maths test, && , i still fail.
its like. I was damn pissed off. i could have gotten 16/30, at least if i add on all my careless mistakes marks! Its like.... DAMN! Abg unisays that i have the panic-nyer-penyakit(WTH). ok. kinda true. im nervous during tests. Hence, not calm. Which leads to?? kanchiong. Which leads to? Failure:( OHH GAWD!
&& i kept on remembering what lizhi says la. "Making careless mistakes is even worse than getting zero for the question. quite meaningful words coming from lizhi. but thank you lizhi:D but. i feel damn demoralised dissapointed.
&& i think. its either i give up. Or strive for the best.for now. i will strive for a pass. i wont waste my tuition and a semester.

i never know Dk barat could be so wide. haha. do it once, do it well. and make it meaningful. My hope. :) && wirda. relax! WISH US LUCK PLS!

AISHAH x)

TRUTHFULLY

2007-08-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

HILARY DUFF: WHERE DID I GO RIGHT?

I'm always too late
I see the train leaving
I'm always laughing
When it's not cool to smile

I'm always aiming
But somehow keep missing
So how did you get here
Something is wrong

[CHORUS:]
Where did I go right
How did I get you
How come all this blue sky is around me
And you found me
Where did I go right
How did I get you
I don't know how I did
But somehow now I do

I'm always driving
Forget where I'm going
Should have turned left
But I was singing some song
And I, I am arriving
As everyone's leaving
But there you are waiting
Something is wrong

[CHORUS]

Makes no sense to me
No it isn't clear
But somehow you're standing here
Something gets to me
It's that nothing is wrong

[CHORUS 2X]

***

Blogs are demoralising. It really is.
its like, when you are sad. u look at people's blog who seems So,ultra,SUPERB,damn,super-duper HAPPY, you would be thinking,
"Why are they having fun? Im here,depressed, dissapointed. SAD. its like .. life is unfair. hah.GAWD. like i dunno that!"
and.it will just make you even worse thinking what a shitty life you have. what shitty problems u are facing. & some people are so goddamn blessed with smiles and laughters all over their faces. its demoralising. and you would be muttering under you breath,"HAH. 'THANKS' YEA?"

And. at times, you feel as if you're alone. lonely in this mother earth. with no friends to share your happiness and sadness. &&, you look at blogs which brags about their friends, how happy they are, fun.fun.FUN. hah. YAY! && you will be thinking
" Wheres my freaking frens?where are they now? dont they know i need their companion so that i can laugh again. for me to cry on their shoulder? Dont they know that i NEED THEM!"
&& you feel like a loser. pathetic. GAWD. &, once again. Blogs managed to demoralised you.
Congrats!Congrats!

& when you havent been studying for days & you read your friends blog about how he/she managed to do revision and ready for a exams. You will be like,
"GODDAMN! i am so slow. they are all ready for exams. Whereas me, i dont know a single thing. im so gonna fail! what are these blogs talking about? GAWD!"
it psychos your mind to think that that you will do badly in the test or, exam. Unless, if you are damn optimistic la. & demoralised yet again.

BUT. when you are all happy and hyper. and you read other people blog whether if they are sad, lonely or even, just like you, happy. Your feelings remained;HAPPY. Difference is, when they are sad you will be like" OHH dear! Whats happening in her/him life? She needs to learn to be a fun-fun person!"
Urm.. HELLO??? do i need to tell you this? EVERYONE knows HOW to be happy!! There is a fun & kiddy side in everyone! HALLO???

&& at times you wonder. Are they really that happy,fun-2,crazy, glamorous bunch of people?? Are they always happy, smart, friendly with everyone? Afterall, its BLOG,internet. Nobody knows who you really are. Maybe, he/she could just be a faker. Taking pictures from other people's blog, devianart. taking a little bit of personalities from here and there. Composing it to be your own. HAH. At the end of the days, nobody know who you really are right?in internet i meant.
&& once you leaved cyber world. && you walked on the streets, people are disgusted. YOU damn faker.

Anyways, i dont even know why i did this post. It sounds like a shooter to bloggers or to anyone.&im not pointing this particularly to anyone. But then again. Afterall, its their and MY own blog. I/YOU have the right to post whether if im sad, happy, loving, lonely... whatevs. ITS your and my own blog. its what i feel and not what you feel.
`pls change you *YOU/YOUR when needed kays.

LESSON LEARNT: if you are sad. Blogged about what you are upset about. published it. & dont surf to other peoples blog. Unless, if you dont mind demoralising yourself. .

So, at the end of the day, You may ignore this post.

***edited

AISHAH x)

PS;Thats what happens when fantasy seems so real. 3 things consecutively huh? 'THANKS'

ONE HURDLE DOWN.LOTS more to go.

2007-08-09T12:10:00.000+08:00

HEYHO.people :D
yesterday NDP march was nice:)
its like we went for training thrice a week. from afternoon till 7++ at night.
and. how long was the real thing? i think about half an hour.
or, even less?
hish.hehe. i feel like rewinding every moment. just for the sake of satisfaction.

anyway,yesterday, after NDP parade, abah pick me up at BBE MRT station. waited for my parents for half an hour laa. i almost felt like going home & come back just in time so that my parents could pick me up. SOOOO long. hish.

well.. my parents actually pick me up to bring me to ICA to make IC. whoa. aishah getting IC soon sey!!haha. my IC photo looked kinda pale. but. i actually wanted my jawi name. but. i dunno how to spell it.hish. a bit dissapointed:(

after making IC, i had a good afternoon nap.

***

around 6.30, my parents ,amalina,cak and uwo went to Victoria Concert Hall for abg uni and ri's performance. I have never been to Vicky concert hall. so i was damnnn jakuun. its like. the architecture is damnn nice la! haha. i wanted take picture but got no fren to camwhore with. hmph. i mean at the building around the vicky concert hall and all. haha.whoa. damn nice.
feeling LON-DON! hish!ahhh..

abg uni hard work has paid off i can see. hehe. everybody enjoyed the performance:D yay!it was damn hilarious. funnay! haha.. even syirah pun dah segar bugar.kan? kan?

haha...its like the "Sulam,Selam, Silam", actually turns out to be enjoyable.Nothing like what i expected:draggy.Nothing..haha.. i actually wanted it to last longer! :D
Overall.i enjoyd it much.)

&& i only took 2 pictures at VCH as during the performance, i forgot that i brought my camera. too enjoyable you see!?haha.my two lovely partners for the night:D syirah
kak faseha

ohkays. Astalabista :D

AISHAH x)

THESE RAWK

2007-08-05T13:20:00.000+08:00

ellooooo. you know the song umberella remix cinderella???. SO COOL!

hey baby girl
you could be my cinderella, ella,ella, eh.eh. eh

aaw so nice!!! aishah mepek** biase ah :)
this song kept on playing in my head la. haha.thanks to hajar! HAH. the fatjah! YAY. go hajar!!!!

well. yesterday went watch NDP with sweet,crazy and belo farisa, erlyn, and amalina :D
hehes. damn fun! But NDP wasnt that fun!sadness.
but. the ride and companion was nice :)
&&amp;&&& the Marching was nice la dey.
AAAOOOOOW!
so jeolous(screw the spelling) of sheena and begum.ppft.
overall. the performance was kinda lame. the stimulation and all. *tiao* haha.
but. the vehicle showcase was gerek! haha.. my mouth was wide-wide open. *GASP*
seriously. aaahh.. haha :D
how i wish i could fly one of the fast-fast aeroplane! or!or! feels how it feels like in the tank! OOOW! how great! PFFT

then.yesterday after NDP, my parents pick me up because my family havent celebrate my birthday go makan-2 yet. so yesterday, we went to have supper.
its like once i get out of the Marina bay, i call abah.
then. i told them to pick me up at Marina Square la.. but than. i scared vehicle cannot drive by marina square because i thought the road close as its like super close to marina bay. so. i change my location to city hall mrt.
then. city hall mrt underground. SO HOW?? then. change again to esplanade mall. by than.abah angry ready.its not as if i know that place well. i will always get lost in town. ALWAYS !!! somemore. reception very .very bad la!!
i kept on like "huh?huh??" .cannot hear what my father toking. he was practically shouting to my ear.

then.suddenly hp dies off. i was like shit! F. u cant shut on me at times like this!! the last time i look at its lifeline was 3bars. i was like DAMN. fuck. NO!!!i had to switch the phone on and off 3 times before it works again. BLEDDY budget phone. finally.i call my parents back. and we finally met at esplanade mall. so.. YAY. was severely scolded la! hah.

then. pick my brothers up at taman warisan. then they also late. wait for them like half and hour before they come out of taman warisan. i was like Fish la.. i super hungry ready. around 9.20, we left to go to cafeela. i was like YAY. FINALLY. but than. abah drive-2 until sesat so reach cafeela around 10.10 ++.

hah.ended up going home around 12.15+-

AISHAH x)

&& farisa. alot of apologies. SORRY LA! its difficult la. aku tau ko marah. tapi aku nak mintak maaf! sorry eh. i know its not fair for you. tapi.its just that... ala. susah lah nak blog psl bende-2 gini. when i see you. i tell you la. however.in the end of the day. i know im bersalah ok. im at fault. && i feel guilty && from the bottom of my heart, SORRY.

fate changes everything

procrastination

China Trip

UNBELIEVABLE

im updating. Snowing outside?

thinking

whats done is done

short one

tired

Orientation

life goes on

pee-in-th-pants feeling

its ovr

LAGGING!

greaat weekend

HAPPY NEW YEAR

Frankly

ohmagawd

CHUCK

FUNch

BEE STUNG

EXTRAORDINARY

CUPCAKES

HAP HAP HAP BDAY

OHPOCOT!

RED CAMP FIVEEEEE

kentut head

ayo technology

OLA.

THISSSS weeek.

BOX thm 16 yr old!

brablabla

dududu.

a little smile

PSSSSSST.

kekasih gelapku

the playlist

SHOUT OUT!

ZETTAI KARESHI

the results:)

THE POST-EXAM thingayy:)

bubblebubble

GAHH

orange to green

Batok Hill

honourary talk

one and onlyone

MOVE ONN

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WEEKENDS:)

BACK

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KAH!

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HOLIDAYS ARE WAY TO SHORT

Goodbye brotheeeeeeer :(

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CUCUMBER

A complete dream

You

THE GAME PLAN :)

Moms Back.

Why? And who?

Everything came together and done.

RANDOM

Which Disney Villain Are You?

BOOKS DELORE :D

OVER AND DONE :D

YAY :D

BUMMER SHORTCUT!

VULNERABLE results.

1st Syawal :D

FEEL THA hari raya vibe!

EXAMS && skipping it.:D

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